I just ruined this friendship–forever, didn't I? Ronan thought. God, why do I have to be so stupid… I'm going to tell him. Fuck this, but I'm gonna tell him. "Wait," he called. "Th-there's something I wanna tell you. I-I like you. And not just as a friend…"
(he did it yay!)
Rizin was already sitting on his bed, headphones on.
(He ‘din’t hear him’ one side is off, but you can’t tell)
"Rizin?" Ronan glanced over at Rizin, noticing that he had his headphones on. He didn't hear me, Ronan thought.
He looks down at his book.
(He’s wondering if he’ll walk over or something-)
"Rizin?" Ronan asks again. He walks over to Rizin's bed.
(he wants a kiss so bad)
He looks up, “I heard you. I was just wondering if you’d walk over.”
"Oh, well umm."
(he needs you to make the first move. hes too scared)
(Rizin never makes first moves- period.)
He smiles slightly.
(ronan doesnt either)
"Do, you, ummm, what do you, doyoulikemeback?" Ronan says the last part so fast, its barely intelligible.
Rizin looks at him, “Romantically.”
"Do you?"
“I just said I did. I didn’t ask a question.”
(ronan doesnt know how to make the first move)
Ronan grabbed Rizin and pulled the man's body toward him. He kissed him softly, then pulled back.
(Rizin doesn’t either-)
Rizin blinks and clears his throat, “Uhm-“
(He said romantically- XD He feels akward now-)
"Sorry. I-I'm sorry. I shouldn't have done that."
Rizin shakes his head, “N-No. . . It’s fine. . . I’m just. . . Not ready for that.” He shakes his head.
"I'm sorry." Ronan went over to his bed, embarrassed, and put his headphones on, then pulled out his phone.
Rizin bites his lip.
Ronan tries to hide his embarrassment. He doesn't look up from his phone.
He hesitates, “Ronan. . .”
(UI gtg here real soon)
Ronan looks up. "What?"
(all good)
Rizin sighs, “You didn’t do anything wrong okay? I liked it, just wasn’t ready for it.”
"Really?" Ronan smiles a real, genuine smile.
He nods.
"Will, uh, will you be ready for it someday?"