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"Oh, sweetie…" Serna held Nix to her chest, patting his back gently. "I know, I know…" She blinked a few times, keeping herself from tearing up.
"I need you to take a few deep breaths for me, okay? In, and out, okay sweetie?"

@Fraust

"I c-can't…" Nix whined, wincing as his throat tightened up not. "I-I just wish he would've— t-told me beforehand— s… s-so we wouldn't have done it— in the first place…" He sobbed.

@ElderGodSwimwithGamers group

"He should have," Serna consoled gently. "You're gonna be okay, Nix sugar. We're not going to let him hurt you again." She picked Nix up in one arm, holding his head to her neck gently. She rubbed his back as he cried, keeping him close.

@Fraust

Nix wrapped his arms around Serna's neck, biting down hard on his lip with his ears flattened back on his head. "I-I thought he was b— b-better than this…" He whispered weakly.

@Fraust

"And… a-and Cas was really upset too… not just for me. He… h-he's been raped before. Worse than me, and… I-I was a cat at that point… I had to watch…"

@Fraust

"Not by Halm, of course, b-but I… he was really desperate when he was younger… he couldn't be alone, and he always ended up with the wrong guys. I-I had to help him with so many breakdowns, ma'am… He was so furious with Halm when he found out, but he just… h-he broke down again as soon as he came back from beating him up…"

@Fraust

Nix sighed shakily and huddled closer to Serna, hiccuping again. "Cas has been through so much… I-I'm worried about him. He's got the rubber band, but he forgot about it recently, and I just… I can't stand to see him hurting himself…"

@Fraust

"But Zachary can't do a whole lot right now! Halm shattered him and he can't talk and I'm not sure he could stop Cas…" Nix whimpered. "A-And I'm his service animal, so it's my job to protect him!"

@ElderGodSwimwithGamers group

"You need to be taken care of too, Nix," Serna said quietly. "You're the one who got hurt. We'll all keep an eye on Cas for you, okay? Me and Gloria and Zachary. Cas won't be able to hurt himself. But you have to let us take care of you too…"

@Fraust

Nix rubbed at his teary eyes, his lip quivering a bit. "B-But he still has to be alive sometimes and that terrifies me… what if he does something to himself while we're not watching?"

@ElderGodSwimwithGamers group

"I'll make sure to keep a close eye on him, okay? I'm a goddess," Serna explained gently. "I can keep an eye on him without being with him, and no one is going to go so far away we can't get to him, I promise sugar." Serna cupped Nix's head in her gentle hand, wiping a tear away.

@Fraust

Nix nodded weakly. "O-Okay…" He whispered, huddling up against Serna again. "I know… um… I know he's an adult, technically, but he still needs a lot of help. He needs to be taken care of. His dad was abusive and his mom was totally out of the picture and he lived on the streets for a while and he just… he wasn't raised with the gentle hand he needed, so now he's really delicate. It's easy to hurt him."

@ElderGodSwimwithGamers group

Serna nodded.
"Okay then. We'll make sure to be gentle, yeah?" She sighed softly, rubbing the back of Nix's head. Everyone was just so… Broken. She just wanted to scoop everyone up and hide them away, to make all the sadness go away…

@Fraust

Nix sighed as well and nodded again, curling his tail around himself. "D-Do you think I'm gonna live longer now that I'm a person?" He asked. "Or am I gonna die soon?"

@ElderGodSwimwithGamers group

"Yes, you're going to live longer. You're not gonna die anytime soon, sugar." Serna gently rubbed his back, leaning against the head board. Just like Halm used to when they sat like this.

@Fraust

"O-Okay…" Nix buried his face further into Serna's shoulder, struggling to hold back fresh tears. "Mm… I didn't… I didn't like Zachary at first. He's still not my favorite person. But he makes Cas happy, and that's what matters to me… I trust him to take care of Cas, and to not hurt him the way his exes did."

@Fraust

Nix nodded a bit. "I was really upset about them being together at first because of all of Cas's exes… I mean, he wasn't even eighteen with most of them, and they all treated him so badly…"

@Fraust

"Okay… I'm just… I'm scared for him. Especially since Zachary's hurt right now and clearly I'm not doing so great either… I just hope that Gloria can help him…"