I don't even know right now. I've been offline for a couple days now and I feel so terrible about it but I can't find the motivation to do anything useful. I feel so numb to everything around me, like I'm on autopilot. I have no idea what's wrong with me, this is on and off. Sometimes my body has a mind of its own, like the other night I found that the words I'm bi were on the tip of my tongue and that terrifies me because I am not ready to come out to my parents but it's like my brain is control without my consent and I just really, really don't know. I don't know.
Okay. I'm done.
if you have any kind of mental illness this might be a depression episode or dissociation
also i really feel the "your body wants to come out for you" thing
and here i was thinking my depression was behind me
and here i was thinking my depression was behind me
It’s cyclical in an upward spiral. Though it will return, you continue to move forward and then it will pass. It’s just like that.
you wanna know the best way to start memorial day? of course you don't but your gonna hear it anyways. About two hours ago at the lovely time of 5:30 for me at least, I had just taken out my retainer and it hurts my teeth real bad because I just started wearing it again after like three months of not, and I wanted some ice water. So our ice machine doesn't work and we have to get it manually like animals. So I open up our freezer to get the ice and on my foot comes crashing two (2) frozen diet cokes, one which had exploded and one that almost was, a shelf, and a bunch of ice. I couldn't scream in pain because I value my family's sleep. So now i am covered in Diet Coke with a foot that is in pain, but now i can give my father crap about this for a long time so. Happy Memorial day
I hope your foot feels better soon..
I need someone's help (preferably you know, like a liar's, simply because of experience it seems. Sorry if that offends anyone)
My friend hasn't had her depression meds since Sunday and she said she's eaten a can of pineapple and that's it since then, when she walks she gets light-headed and she says she physically can't eat even though she's tried to force it. Idk what to say to her to help (she's currently trying to sleep it off)
I need someone's help (preferably you know, like a liar's, simply because of experience it seems. Sorry if that offends anyone)
My friend hasn't had her depression meds since Sunday and she said she's eaten a can of pineapple and that's it since then, when she walks she gets light-headed and she says she physically can't eat even though she's tried to force it. Idk what to say to her to help (she's currently trying to sleep it off)
ok i actually haven't taken meds or anything but you absolutely need to make her eat something. explain to her exactly what's gonna happen if she doesn't and remind her what she feels like without her meds (if she hasn't relapsed already) and use every single thing at your disposal. if she's being physically ill from food she needs to have something dry, like grain bread(idk what it's called), it'll calm her stomach down.
edit: does she have/has she had any kind of eating disorder
Not as far as I know. She won't get up to get food and she won't ask anyone. I don't even know what to do anymore.
Not as far as I know. She won't get up to get food and she won't ask anyone. I don't even know what to do anymore.
A good piece of advice that I like to give is this… And this helped my best friend get over her PTSD to an extent.
"When you don't want to reach out, when you don't want to take the meds, and when you don't want to go to the hospital, well, that's when you prolly should. I know it's tough, but it's well worth it"
Not as far as I know. She won't get up to get food and she won't ask anyone. I don't even know what to do anymore.
okay, then uhhh
honestly at this point you just need to deadass go over there and shove food at her and tell her to eat small bites and stay next to her until she eats at least a slice of toast. toast wont make her sick.
Not as far as I know. She won't get up to get food and she won't ask anyone. I don't even know what to do anymore.
oh jeez. uh
she needs to eat something. turn into molly weasley if you have to.
I pretty much did. I was yelling at her on our group chat and telling her everything that could happen and then I started yelling at everyone else to get their lazy asses up and tell her she needs to eat… No one did until just now and she said she had a peanut butter sandwich… But I'm still really concerned because you can't live off of peanut butter. I would have gone over to her house but I don't get my license till next month
At least she ate something….
One step at a time.
May I paste a sort of vent that i said to an anonymous asker?
Anonymous asked a question
You’re a massive bender, there’s no such thing as ‘gender neutral’ stop pandering to these pathetic attention seeking idiots
-Answer-
I'm sorry you feel that way about this, thought that is your personal opinion. I don't exactly agree with your opinion though, so here is what I think. Firstly, what kind of insult is Massive Bender? Honestly It seems you are calling me a blender, that thing that could chop up food items and seriously damage you if you put your hand in. Though after some research (which I love), Urban dictionary told me it meant either someone you look up to and have the utmost affection for (Thanks), or a big gay guy. Though the problem with the second answer is I in fact am not a big gay guy, but I do support people who are guys and gay. Calling someone fat is not very nice, so I wanted to tell you that it isn't very nice and I am ashamed you would name call people if it meant something so rude. Though thanks for the first definition, I can't say I look up to you though. But on to the second thing, the part where you said there is no such thing as gender neutral and called everyone who identifies as that a "Pathetic attention seeking idiot" that too isn't very nice, and I do have some things to say about that too. One, you are just another coward who is hiding behind the mask of being anonymous to spread their hate (Note: I will refer to you with they and their, the gender neutral pronouns because I do not know your gender). So coward you say there is no such thing as gender neutral people, and I completely disagree. Also some scientists disagree with your opinion. So let me provide you with some of my thought. After a bit of research I have decided that gender is kinda just a social construct. If you don't know what that means here is the definition according to the Merriam Webster dictionary; an idea created and accepted by the people in a society. Now I believe gender is a social construct because of nature and two fun little things called Biology and Psychology. In biology it shows us that our gender is all and only dependent on the chromosomes we get, so if you have double x girl, x y boy. Now to base your whole life off of just one small thing that could have turned out differently is not the brightest idea, but it is done, there are people who get treated differently because they got one set of chromosomes instead of another. Gender neutral is where a person feels that they could identify with either gender or maybe even no gender. Though there are articles to prove this, you could find them yourself because maybe you need to educate yourself without someone doing all the work for you. Gender neutral could also be connected to having gender dysphoria. Gender dysphoria is where a person feels that they don’t identify and aren’t the gender assigned at birth. In conclusion, make sure to do your research and make you opinion solid before sending hate, along with showing your identity because it doesn’t help you case to be anonymous. Also, find better insults and know what they mean before using them.
honestly i dont bother with haters but you go bb
Rip that dickwad to shreds, babe
So apparently my uncle (who I really don't like and have decided to try to avoid calling my uncle) is coming to my house in, like, a couple hours and I just don't wanna
Hey guys… I’m in a really bad mood today. Not even sure why, cause it’s been a decently fine day. I just feel like everything sucks. Anyone who has anything to cheer me up?
Hey guys… I’m in a really bad mood today. Not even sure why, cause it’s been a decently fine day. I just feel like everything sucks. Anyone who has anything to cheer me up?
As a matter of fact I do!
My mind after watching all 10 minutes and 16 seconds: there's a part 1
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