forum The Miracle family!!
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tune

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@The-Magician group

Why my day has been a little bit crap:

  • Woke up multiple times during the night after passing out from nausea
  • I forgot to put on my charms when I got out of bed this morning
  • I forgot to cleanse my room this morning so I can feel all the negative energy just building up
  • All my trains were cancelled
  • My brother's school had a power cut so I had to pick him up
  • My uniform isn't likely to be dry in time for work tomorrow morning
  • It has been raining ever since I set foot out of the house
  • I went into college for a lesson that I didn't even need to be in
  • My phone died at college so I had no way of letting my mum know I was coming home
  • I had to walk home in the pouring rain

@The-Magician group

Tell me, Shuri, do you go to college? Do you look after 3 younger children because one parent is always out and the other one is ill? Do you have trouble getting to sleep and/or staying asleep? Are you three months behind on art work, and another month behind on photography work? Do you also work as well as going to college every single day? Do you have the souls of 7 other beings living inside you, who all have different needs, who all are extremely restless because you find it difficult to control them a lot of the time despite what you tell yourself? Are you also trying to plan the birthday of one said soul, when you also have other things going on that day because it's freaking Hallow's Eve? Do you isolate yourself from the world around you because you're scared that if you show them who you really are they will shun you, just because you're different? Do you live in constant fear that your own parents want to kick you out of the house because you didn't grow up to be the person they wanted you to be? Are you just trying to live your life the way you want and other people and their shit just keeps on getting in the way? Are you constantly feeling lonely, but not alone? Do you smile, every day, in front of the people you care about, when you want nothing more than to cry and tell them everything that's going on? Do you know how hard it is to explain to someone else what's going on in your head when you don't understand it?

I'm not sleepy, I'm tired. I'm tired of feeling this way and for some reason I can't stop it.