@Tylerrr-M-P
okay, this happened yesterday but yh
so i used to get bullied by this dude (let's call him Max) for being trans. he's really homophobic/transphobic, which is strange bc i'm best friends with his younger sister, who is super supportive. like, she was one of the first people i told i was trans. but Max, he doesn't bully me anymore, because my brother spoke to him and my brother's heckin scary, he's been doing boxing for four years and he's like 6 foot
anyway, i was in geography, just minding my own business
and then i turn to my right, because someone's just come into the class, cus they got sent out of their class
it's fucking Max
so, i start panicking, because whenever he's in the room, i just panic, even tho he ain't gonna say shit cos he's scared of my brother
and he's sitting in the corner, on his phone (naughty boi) and i keep panicking, he's not even speaking to me tho
and then i start thinking of other shit that makes me sad and im like 'woah im just a fucking piece a shit'
so i'm sitting there, panic attack building up, and the kid next to me (let's call him Jake) turns to me, sees me panicking
Jake's like 'bruh you okay?'
he keeps asking if i'm okay but i caN'T SPEAK
and then people keep turning to look at me and im like oh shit, so i run out of class
teacher comes out and speaks to me, thank fuck my geography teacher is great
i don't tell her why i had a panic attack, even though i know why, just cus she doesn't know that Max used to bully me
and i walk back in, it's chill, Max does nothing
i'm not mad at Max or anything, i'm just mad at myself for being an anxious piece a shite, even tho i know i can't help it i'm just mad at myself for letting panic take over
but yeah theres my long ass rant
