I feel like I did cocaine but I just cut off ten inches of my hair. I feel alive and I finally get why people cut all their hair off when they have a mental breakdown

I feel like I did cocaine but I just cut off ten inches of my hair. I feel alive and I finally get why people cut all their hair off when they have a mental breakdown

oh dude that's a mood and a half

i might impulsively shave my head again :) not sure yet, i'll probably regret it if i do

while we're on the topic of hair
I really need to fix the sides and back of mine
And I've been greenlighted to go ahead and bleach it, then dye the sides/back black and leave the front part a bright electric blue :)
I think it's gonna be neat

Hi

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15 now.

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thank you Kanye, very cool :)

Escapism brought to you by Pickles:

1. Thriller novels
2. Dream about moving to a cottage and dressing in pretty dresses and making yourself mushroom earrings
   2.5. don't ever get around to it and if you do, allow yourself sufficient time to just think about it and how rad it'll be
3. Stay away from everything political on youtube, instead watch borderline asmr of people talking softly while they make afformentioned clothes

Escapism brought to you by Pickles:

1. Thriller novels
2. Dream about moving to a cottage and dressing in pretty dresses and making yourself mushroom earrings
   2.5. don't ever get around to it and if you do, allow yourself sufficient time to just think about it and how rad it'll be
3. Stay away from everything political on youtube, instead watch borderline asmr of people talking softly while they make afformentioned clothes

Escapism brought to you by Ash:

1. Halloween candy. Lots of it.
2. Write fanfics in your head. Only one scene over and over, though.
   2.5. Maybe put them onto paper? Eh, never mind
3. Creepypastas
4. Puzzles
5. Hole up in your room and stay up there for hours and stare off into space

24

9+10=21

Today was not great, but the afternoon and evening was pretty good. I went to udf with my crush and we sat in my car and talked and it was great. Also I made bread and consumed an unhealthy amount of cottagecore tik toks.

私、ジョルノ・ジョヴァンナ、夢がある

Twitter considering a dislike button. On one hand, It’ll shatter my confidence if I get one dislike on a tweet I made. On the other hand maybe it’ll fix my Twitter addiction

Ya know, every year my teachers always warn us about "senioritis" and my siblings always described it as depression and since I have depression, I thought that it wouldn't affect me that much. Oh hell no. It is so much worse.

Mild ongoing gender crisis check ✌️✌️✌️

Weird.

ok ihave one thought:

fuck school

• my cat's breath is rancid
• I'm going through one of those periods where I have so many things to say and ideas to share but I don't really have a lot of people to say them to so I keep spamming like two chats and a group pm so that's exciting
• I don't remember the last time I went to bed and didn't panic about college
• I think I'm over the girl I like which is rad
• I really like pancakes
• and cookies
• we made a lot of cookies to give away and I want to eat them all
• body image stuff and ~gender confusion~ has lightened, leaving me wondering if it was just because I went through a long ass not quite depressive episode but not a great time either
• I've almost come out to my parents several times and I've thought about it even more. I decided that I absolutely have to wait until I'm not living here anymore so I can just send my parents the song Gettin' Bi with no context and hope they figure it out
• speaking of Gettin' Bi, the "it doesn't take an inte^llectual to get that I'm bis^exual is like my favorite thing ever, if you don't know what I mean go listen to the song
• I don't even have 3,000 words and it's the last day of nano. Oops
• I only have one class tomorrow and it's at the end of the day so I don't have to get up early but it's band and we're gonna have a playing assessment over the hardest part in our hardest piece and I'm not ready at all
• I got certified in food allergens or something today. I hated it

My message for the day is:

My name is Yoshikage Kira. I'm 33 years old. My house is in the northeast section of Morioh, where all the villas are, and I am not married. I work as an employee for the Kame Yu department stores, and I get home every day by 8 PM at the latest. I don't smoke, but I occasionally drink.

I'm in bed by 11 PM, and make sure I get eight hours of sleep, no matter what. After having a glass of warm milk and doing about twenty minutes of stretches before going to bed, I usually have no problems sleeping until morning. Just like a baby, I wake up without any fatigue or stress in the morning. I was told there were no issues at my last check-up.

I'm trying to explain that I'm a person who wishes to live a very quiet life. I take care not to trouble myself with any enemies, like winning and losing, that would cause me to lose sleep at night. That is how I deal with society, and I know that is what brings me happiness. Although, if I were to fight I wouldn't lose to anyone.

here's my message for the day:

don't you dare @Birthday-Girl-Fanta-Said-Turururu

My message for the day is:

My name is Yoshikage Kira. I'm 33 years old. My house is in the northeast section of Morioh, where all the villas are, and I am not married. I work as an employee for the Kame Yu department stores, and I get home every day by 8 PM at the latest. I don't smoke, but I occasionally drink.

I'm in bed by 11 PM, and make sure I get eight hours of sleep, no matter what. After having a glass of warm milk and doing about twenty minutes of stretches before going to bed, I usually have no problems sleeping until morning. Just like a baby, I wake up without any fatigue or stress in the morning. I was told there were no issues at my last check-up.

I'm trying to explain that I'm a person who wishes to live a very quiet life. I take care not to trouble myself with any enemies, like winning and losing, that would cause me to lose sleep at night. That is how I deal with society, and I know that is what brings me happiness. Although, if I were to fight I wouldn't lose to anyone.

GODDAMMIT

MY MESSAGE FOR THE DAY IS

Oh? You're approaching me? Instead of running away, you come right to me? Even though your grandfather, Joseph, told you the secret of The World, like an exam student scrambling to finish the problems on an exam until the last moments before the chime?