This is sort of a late reply but like… that's so absolutely fucking not okay. If you aren't okay, you're allowed to tell people you're not okay. You're allowed to tell the people you choose to tell that you are not okay. What they're saying is so damaging and just - god, that sucks. I'm so sorry, friend.
update: still not okay. these days i took of to get better have only made me worse…
i'm so sorry. feel free to pm me if you need anything although idk how quickly i'll respond because i probably can't come on again until the end of the day
sorry everyone, i’ll shut up…
i’ve had like, four panic attacks today alone this is all so fucking draining.
sorry everyone, i’ll shut up…
i’ve had like, four panic attacks today alone this is all so fucking draining.
please feel free to talk to me
wow i have realized once again how bad i am at at comforting people,,, or at least trying to comfort people
why must life treat me this way???
it's okay i'm also bad at this-
you guys did great-
wow i have realized once again how bad i am at at comforting people,,, or at least trying to comfort people
why must life treat me this way???
izzy you are literally amazing at it
you did so well bub, you always do!
thank
but seriously you haven't seen me irl tho
you have not seen how bad i can be
panic. fear.
you good?
-shakes head-
wanna talk?
panic. fear.
nia.
what happened?
i was just reminded that my brother actually hates me and only talks to me when no one is around because he is ashamed of me.
oh nia… im sorry…
how have you come to the conclusion that he hates you?
we were sitting with a few other people and no one made conversation with me. i tried to join in and they ignored me. then i started having a panic attack and i asked him something and he screamed at me telling me to go away and he never understood how he was ever my friend and that he doesn't want to see me again and he started beating me up… no one stood up for me.
oh my lord… im sorry… maybe he was just in a bad mood? idk, im sorry i wasn't able to be here for you fecking forty minutes ago… rolling in on fifty…
this is why i know my dad will never understand why i cant have the wifi turned off at night…
I got to wear short sleeves again today…
omg yay ella im so proud of you!
@philosophicalmess im so sorry and @NutEllaDraws great jobb!!!
Some days I think I look good, then the rest of the time I look ugly af and today I look ugly
honey you do not look ugly