forum I'm Sorry.
Started by @Natasha
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@Mish

Hun! hugs you Is the December rp effecting you negatively? Also, I volunteer to do all your math. >:C Bad Math. kicks it

NO I'M AFFECTING MYSELF I'M TORTURING MY CHARACTER
AND TY WASN'T THERE SO I WAS KINDA SUPER BORED

No~ Don't torture your characters!! [Sends Josh off to kidnap Dani so you can't hurt her too] >n< (ajhsfkja–this compels me to apologize for not being super active anymore in any rps…I keep on getting super busy and forgetting about it. I'll try harder to be more active on here, so if you get bored, I can always help cure that. ;-;)

@Natasha

Lol Mish
I don't even use Dani anymore……
:(
Bc I can't find a good rp for her and I've got other characters to develop or i make up random characters.

@Mish

I wish I could say math was the only thing bringing me down tho

I hate myself

hajsfk—why do you hate yourself?? You're an amazing person! You're sweet and fun to talk to, and really inclusive. ;-; I'm sorry if I don't have anything really insightful to say about it cause I struggle with hating myself as well, so I feel you. TT

@Natasha

IHATEMYSELFSOMUCH

I literally cried in the bathroom for like twenty minutes yesterday bc I was going so hard on myself.

@Mish

jhfjafkssf–but you're only human! You can't give yourself unrealistic expectations or beat yourself up because you can't do everything. I still struggle with this too, so I really can't say anything much cause I gotta practice what I preach, but I'm here for you. <3 ;-;

@Natasha

I'm the same tho

I have the 'gift of understanding and encouragement' as it has been called

But I can't give myself the same courtesy for some reason.

@Mish

I think it's cause we know what we should be doing…but it's SO. FRICKN. HARD. to actually believe it. ;-; Esp if you're just like, "this is life now. I'm never getting better. lol." Also, a lot of this for me stems from my inability to hope or be hopeful. Like…I've predicted enough situations correctly to where I'm like, "There's no way anything positive is gonna come my way any time soon. cue the 'Guess I'll Die' meme"

@Mish

which is mostly in jest, but at the end of the day there's still that little hint of deep seeded fear that like…nothing's going to change or get better.

@Mish

[hugs you] We'll fight this together. If we've both got the same problem, that means we can help each other to fix it. One of my mental tricks, that I've found works kind of well when things get overwhelming for me is to stay positive out of spite. Not because you feel happy or that you think you deserve it, but it's because it's directly opposite to what you feel you deserve, and f-it, you're gonna have the happiest day you possibly can and the thoughts egging you to sit and wallow in your problems can suck it. They can't tell you what to do. (That being said, it doesn't mean that you have to suppress every other emotion that you have. It's healthy to have a good cry every now and then. Don't feel ashamed to do it.)

@CWTurtleOfFreedom

NATASHA
YOU ARE AWESOME
Don’t hate yourself. But when you do,(cause we’re human and it’s inevitable,) we are here for you.
JUST REMEMBER THAT YOU ARE GREAT

@Natasha

NATASHA
YOU ARE AWESOME
Don’t hate yourself. But when you do,(cause we’re human and it’s inevitable,) we are here for you.
JUST REMEMBER THAT YOU ARE GREAT

hugs Turtle too

@Mish

hugs Mish Okay

I is currently spazzing
So yeah
Anxiety is soooooo fun.

ASJfasksjf–Anxiety is the worst. TT I hate it so much.