pain noise noooooooo I don’t wanna cry more—
Maybe this is why when you do cry it isn't for long and it hurts. You just hold it in.
Not me regularly doing this irl I mean whomst
You, little sis. It's a form of self-harm, did you know that?
oh
Yeah. Did you know that holding back my sobbing is also part of what hastened my thing to be so bad? True story. Holding back the deep breaths I needed to take during and after, and eventually just not breathing or breathing too much, really fucked me up. So stop it sooner, little sis. Promise me that when you feel like crying, you'll let it run all the way through.
(Fair enough. Cry as much as you need to, little sister.)
When your actual older sisters don’t call you little sister: aaa-
hides in my blanket cocoon with my chronic chest pain and apparent self-harm habits and questions my entire existence
(Fair enough. Cry as much as you need to, little sister.)
When your actual older sisters don’t call you little sister: aaa-
I pause Do you not like it-? Did I do something wrong?
hides in my blanket cocoon with my chronic chest pain and apparent self-harm habits and questions my entire existence
lays on the floor next to your blanket cocoon and also questions existence
(Fair enough. Cry as much as you need to, little sister.)
When your actual older sisters don’t call you little sister: aaa-
I pause Do you not like it-? Did I do something wrong?
No you didn’t-
Just wasn’t expecting it you can keep calling me that if you want
Most of my crying nowadays is because of the thing and if my parents see me crying they’ll ask why and I can’t fuckign tell them—
i am also available as a big sister if anyone wants one <3
(Fair enough. Cry as much as you need to, little sister.)
When your actual older sisters don’t call you little sister: aaa-
I pause Do you not like it-? Did I do something wrong?
No you didn’t-
Just wasn’t expecting it you can keep calling me that if you want
I smile quietly Meine kleine Schwester.
ew therapy
I glare Oi. I did it and I hate interacting properly, in person, with humans. You can do it too, Amethyst.
crying is for the weak
(hi yes that is me i am weak 😔✌)
ew therapy
I glare Oi. I did it and I hate interacting properly, in person, with humans. You can do it too, Amethyst.
but ew
I take a deep breath and let it out If you do not start doing therapy, I will cry without cease until the end of time.
crying is for the weak
(hi yes that is me i am weak 😔✌)
I roll my eyes Crying is a sign of strength.
Would we all like some feel good juice?
ew therapy
I glare Oi. I did it and I hate interacting properly, in person, with humans. You can do it too, Amethyst.
but ew
I take a deep breath and let it out If you do not start doing therapy, I will cry without cease until the end of time.
NO WAIT STOP I’LL TRY TO FIND A THERAPIST
just that the last time I did proper therapy it didn’t work at all and I hated it
