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i meant to pop in this chat like months ago
XD
i meant to pop in this chat like months ago
XD
howdy connie
is it weird that I listen to rock/pop music to help with my sucky life?
hi i bring depression, anxiety, paranoia, and psychosis to the table. :p
is it weird that I listen to rock/pop music to help with my sucky life?
BOI
YOU HAVE NO CLUE
ROCK IS THE BEST https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=I7BaFAromz4&list=PLWFUDTr3au7fx-h8gybhy58kaPW2UfsFB&index=12
slides in chat, gives huge group hug I personally don’t suffer from anything but I hope you guys have a good day! jumps out to avoid awkwardness
yay!
we are loved
Here are my favorite songs:
Sing Me to Sleep by Alan Walker
Alone by Alan Walker
Plowed by Sponge
Beautiful Day by Jamie Grace
Shake it Off by Taylor Swift
Anything on the Sing playlist
Spotify is pretty cool in the fact that they suggest stuff for you :)
theres a remix of sing me to sleep
I know :)
I still prefer the original for some reason?
ah ok
theres a remix of sing me to sleep
I have insomnia so I actually have to have a meditation thing that helps me calm down enough to at least take a nap that's hopefully longer than an hour…but, ya know, it's fine XD
I went to the ER today since I had a worse morning than usual. They did absolutely nothing at all. It was a total waste of time.
wow that sucks
Yeah and I missed school and I missed again today for a field trip so I'm behind on my work….
guess who is feeling suicidal again?
mee
guess who has to stop saying they want to kill themselves over and over again?
meeeeeee
Vent to us
i cant
i was told it was annoying
VENT
WE'RE ALL DEPRESSED HERE
VEEEEENT
depression
Connie, I don't find people venting annoying, and if someone thinks it is, then they don't have to respond. Look are the title of this chat - c'mon, you signed up for vents when you clicked it. Now vent.
Connie, I don't find people venting annoying, and if someone thinks it is, then they don't have to respond. Look are the title of this chat - c'mon, you signed up for vents when you clicked it. Now vent.
Well, it seems more like a cry for attention… and honestly, if im being completely truthful here, i dont know if it is. My, what i assume is psychosis, is messing with my brain…
Listen. Just vent. It'll let you release some emotions and let us know what's going on.
Anyone who needs to vent, or needs help… Just PM Shuri… I don't care what time… I'll be there for you!
Hey, okay, so Imma vent real quick because this made me upset and actually made me worse than actually helped. So yesterday I had to go to the doctor for a routine check-up and my mom mentioned something about me getting migranes a lot lately so they made me take one of those depression/suicidal test things where getting anything above a 10 is bad and I got a 23 so they sent me upstairs to the mental ward and I was stuck there for THREE HOURS!!!!!!!! I was starting to get really upset and stressed and I started having a panic attack because I thought I wasn't going to get all my homework done in time and I eventually managed to hide my depression and suicidal thoughts from my mother by explaining that my "issues" were caused by sleep deprivation since I'm an insomniac anyways and so they prescribed something to help me sleep (which doesn't help because it's the nightmares that keep me awake and if I take something for it, I'm not able to wake up from the nightmares and then I'm trapped and it's terrifying…so, yeah…) so now I'm mad and refusing to take the new meds and now my parents are worried because I'm losing weight again and it's all just a downward spiral for me right now…
Hey, okay, so Imma vent real quick because this made me upset and actually made me worse than actually helped. So yesterday I had to go to the doctor for a routine check-up and my mom mentioned something about me getting migranes a lot lately so they made me take one of those depression/suicidal test things where getting anything above a 10 is bad and I got a 23 so they sent me upstairs to the mental ward and I was stuck there for THREE HOURS!!!!!!!! I was starting to get really upset and stressed and I started having a panic attack because I thought I wasn't going to get all my homework done in time and I eventually managed to hide my depression and suicidal thoughts from my mother by explaining that my "issues" were caused by sleep deprivation since I'm an insomniac anyways and so they prescribed something to help me sleep (which doesn't help because it's the nightmares that keep me awake and if I take something for it, I'm not able to wake up from the nightmares and then I'm trapped and it's terrifying…so, yeah…) so now I'm mad and refusing to take the new meds and now my parents are worried because I'm losing weight again and it's all just a downward spiral for me right now…
If you need anything… I'm here…
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