Mind
Apollo, Apollos, Midas, The Sun, The Left Hemisphere.
Genderfluid/can shift into any desired gender.
Can a concept truly have an age? Is age relevant in a place in which linear time doesn’t work the same? In short: it’s up for debate. Regardless, he often acts and seems the oldest among his counterparts Heart and Soul.
Celestial being.
Yeah sure. Not that he’s ever gonna use it.
Alive?
The logical, calculating side.
I don’t think that applies.
His human form is an albino white boy I suppose?
Dark grey
Unknown/Varying
6’4”, Celestial form ~30’
Black sclera with grey irises, formerly a complete yellow-orange color that glowed like lava.
Glowy and white and halfway-defies gravity like those depictions of long-haired gods and goddesses. Very flowy too, like it’s barely even hair.
Just below shoulder-length, always neat and kept straight and down unless Heart convinces him to let her style it. (He lets her put it into a bun when he’s working on a project, he doesn’t like his hair getting into his face.)
None, he probably couldn’t grow any if he tried.
Tall and slim with a bit of muscle.
Right hand.
- A scar over his left eye.
- A series of scars along his throat from his vocal chords being torn out and then the skin being stitched back together.
- Scars around the areas where his prosthetic arms attach to his shoulders, mainly where the metal digs into the skin.
- Others.
Generally he prefers clothing with darker colors, or that of a monochrome palette of dark greys and blacks. He also prefers a clothing style with a touch of formality. Deviations from this style do happen, but typically only when necessary.
Personality? In THIS economy?
(Just kidding.)
Mind, despite his initial impressions, does have a personality. (It’s called being an emotionally constipated prick.) He rarely ever shows any emotion, but can easily become snappy and derogatory if he thinks he’s being undermined in any way. It started out as a defense mechanism, but it soon became a default to a former neutral personality. In fact, early on, he might have even been considered agreeable if a bit odd.
What is love (baby don’t hurt me)
But uh if I had to choose it’s uh
Um
I’ll get back to you on that.
He has a voice modulator, so listen to some songs in the CCCC album. Notably the ones “Storm and a Spring” and “The Mind Electric.”
- To become “Whole” once more, or to eliminate the Heart’s negative effect on Whole and their emotions.
- Making the most efficient version of himself possible.
- Eliminating his connection to Soul.
- Self-centered with a superiority complex.
- He doesn’t get “impulsive thoughts,” he gets “good ideas.” Of which have included cutting off his own arms and replacing them. And eh, his own eyes, as well.
- For someone who prides himself on not being emotional like Heart, he’s become quick to anger and annoyance.
- Emotion has become a sort of pest to him after his disputes with Heart. He never understood them, and likely never will.
- Soul never deserved to be the one "in control" among the three of them.
- Heart will win every smack-down they have, my mans is not buff at all. Not even metal arms can save him l.
- If brought to experience an Emotion™️, he may be unavailable for the next 3-5 business days. So sorry for the inconvenience. (i.e., he just sort of stops interacting with people for a while. No wonder Heart calls him an automaton.)
- He doesn’t necessarily like the dark. If someone were to ask if he was afraid of the dark, he’d deny it, but Heart and Soul always notice that he always emits/conjures a little more light when he’s in a dark room.
- See more in “Abilities/disabilities”
- Cleanliness and order within his own space.
- Work (who the fuck is this man)
- Learning new things.
- Reading books.
- Conversing with Harmonia.
- Heart. (wow)
- Being touched.
- The dark. Lmao
- That fucking chicken that Soul is obsessed with.
- Knowing that he's on a leash.
- Etc.
I'm going to get rid of this section eventually. . .
This one too.
English
By all means, perfectly healthy. But in his own standards, he sees many flaws within himself. He also strives to sever his connection to his abilities, as they're the only thing that still connects him to Soul (or so it is believed.)
- OCD
- Borderline narcissism
- Body dysmorphia but less in the gender kind of way and more in the “why are flesh and bone bodies inefficient” kind of way. He just has a little bit of an issue with his own mortality.
✨ ooooh baby let me tell you all his secrets ✨
Kidding again! You will never find out.
(Should I even be filling these out? I've made it a point that he doesn't really have the capacity to feel emotions to an extreme extent. He quite literally was not made for it.)
- I suppose being pleased could count? If so, he's an easier person to be around than his usual cold self. Still cold, but it counts for something.
- He hasn't quite experienced "sad"--perhaps this was a bad idea. Perhaps he has experienced regret or guilt at what happened to Heart.
- He retreats somewhere to be alone to think or to occupy himself with another project.
- Many times he may seem angry when he is actually just acting normal.
- After all that's happened he never quite returned back to a true neutral state.
- If He Is Actually Angry He Becomes Very Unpleasant. Ask anyone. He becomes rude, sarcastic, or outright ignores people.
- He also seems like this a lot of the time. Maybe he is.
- Similar to anger, he often ignores the person after he's made enough quips to make them equally or more annoyed than he is.
- No.
- Him whenever he gets a speck of dirt on him or something. If it's something like that there goes his germophobia.
- If it's a person though. They get a judgemental look/death stare.
- Fight or flight? Secret third option: freeze. Fight kicks in a little later.
- That's Hearts Job
- I'd love to see this. But no very unlikely. The person in question would probably receive a blank stare at best because he's trying to process what the fuck just happened.
- Blank.
- Probably a little manic.
- Come back when that's actually happened.
- As if anyone could ever tell.
- Whoa he's actually worried about someone else's well-being?
- He's a little nicer. I guess.
- Get a sleep schedule my man. . .
- Not much difference, but he might fall asleep if he sits down for too long.
- Very still. He sleeps on his back with his arms by his side like a serial killer.
- He removes his modulator mask and sometimes his prosthetic arms.
- Do not disturb him. He sleep. . .
- Likely no outside difference to when he's sleeping normally.
- Tinkering.
- Being forced to take a break from things by literally everyone. He protests.
- Similar to fear if the person threatening him is actually a threat?
- At first though, he would attempt to say something to deter the threat or undermine it.
- Getting his ass kicked /j
- :}
- Thinks.
- Thinks More. . .
- Literally perfect. This man has never known the horrors of back pain. His spine is so straight.
- He probably sits with his knees crossed. (I get that vibe.)
- long leg long stride. heart cant keep up
- Why would he ever /j
Not much to be said for strength, but he has exceptional dexterity and hand-eye coordination from trained practice and artificial enhancements.
Some of the enhancements and replacements he made for himself come with side-effects.
- The prosthetic arms cause shooting nerve pains after a while of using them.
- The voice modulator is generally irritating to use and hear, especially since it covers over his mouth and part of his nose like a face mask. He often removes it to eat, and keeps it off unless he needs to speak. There is a second part of the device that extends down to the area of his neck where his throat was torn open that isn’t removable.
He can emit a certain amount of light and raise both his own temperature and that of the area he is in. Formerly, he could conjure light within his hands.
If he overuses his abilities he may experience heat exhaustion. And even further, though he has never reached the point, he theorizes that total organ failure could also be possible if he continued to use them.
He would also experience temporary blindness from use of his abilities, so he replaced his eyes to “cheat the system” in a sense.
Note: The limits he experiences also depend on which form he is in.
Unknown
The Labyrinth of Memory
Self-taught, minus what he learned from Whole’s knowledge.
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Maybe Heart, Soul, and Whole could count. There's no familial relationship, however.
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- Various songs by Chonny Jash in his CCCC album.
- Overthinker - INZO
- Gasoline - Halsey
My boy. . .
He could potentially consider Harmonia a "best friend" of sorts. She is the most tolerable.
Soul and Heart formerly? Perhaps post-conflict as well, but wounds take time to heal for all three of them.
Whole perhaps, but since he's just a "part" of Whole it's a strange dynamic. They don't talk all that often.
Nebula. Not known enough to be considered a friend, but not necessarily a nuisance either.
Harmonia.
Discordia.
None.
None.
A physical representation of the left side of the brain; the opposite of Heart.
Blue
He doesn’t really have a favorite.
??
Fuck if I know, but he knows enough about human anatomy to be able to stab you with a fork and kill you.