forum Schoolidoots (PRIVATE-ISH)
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@Fraust

Lloyd blinked away tears and looked away. "But I should be helping other people who are hurting… not making them help me."

@Fraust

"But… other than the fact that I'm a complete mess, why would you want to expend your precious resources to keep someone who is ultimately unimportant alive?"

@Fraust

Lloyd quickly tried to brush away tears. "I… I-I…" He stuttered a bit, but couldn't come up with anything to say.

@Fraust

"B-But if I start crying, then I… t-then I won't be able to stop." Lloyd's voice wavered a bit. "I-I always just end up finding more things to cry about…"

@Fraust

Lloyd drew in a shaky breath, a couple tears rolling down his pale cheeks. He sat down against the wall with his knees up to his chest, hiding his face as he'd done before.

@Fraust

Lloyd sobbed quietly, trembling slightly. I can't do this… I don't want to do this to her… but I can't move, and I can't stop, can I? He leaned against Belle quietly, trying and failing to stop himself.

@Elder-God-Jacks347

She smiled a little. Lloyd had been like this since they were kids, never wanting to burden anyone else with his problems until she forced him to sit down and talk about them.

@Fraust

The tips of Lloyd's slack wings were visible through the bottom of his hoodie, but at this point, he didn't really care. He started holding his breath again since it occasionally helped him to either force himself to calm down or pass out, which was typically a win win situation.

@Elder-God-Jacks347

"Lloyd, you are not going to make yourself pass out again. I know you want to but it's healthier to just let everything out, not hold it all in."

@Fraust

Lloyd hesitated before letting himself breathe, hiccuping a bit. His sobs were muffled because of the way his face was hidden, but they were still noticeable. "I-I'm sorry…"

@Fraust

"You have to deal with my crap all the time… t-that's enough cause to be sorry." Lloyd said quietly.
(Lloyd doesn't like swearing lol)

@Fraust

Lloyd bit his quivering lip, tears still streaming down his hidden face. "I… I really love you, Belle… in an entirely platonic way, of course, considering, you know…" I'm gay and stuff.

@ShadeStar

Lillian started wandering about the school. It was lunch and then she had a free period, thank god for that. She wanted to find Lloyd and Belle.

@ShadeStar

Lillian heard voices and turned a corner to find Lloyd and Belle. She let out a little sigh, "There you guys are. What was that back there?"