
@ShadeStar
"So stay the fuck away from him," Lillian laughed slightly before her face looked at him concerningly, "Are you sure this'll be okay?"
"So stay the fuck away from him," Lillian laughed slightly before her face looked at him concerningly, "Are you sure this'll be okay?"
“I have a box of girls clothes in my closet. You might be able to find some stuff in there? Or I can drive you home.”
"Pourquoi…?" She murmured, then realized it was probably better to not asked that question. "Could you drive me home? If it's not too much trouble."
“Don’t you have parents?”
"I do," she replied quietly, thinking. "My mother should be home."
“I should meet her. Isn’t she worried about you?”
"She gets very protective," Fleur replied. Suddenly, worry poured over her features. "I haven't called her in so long. She's probably worried more than ever…"
"So stay the fuck away from him," Lillian laughed slightly before her face looked at him concerningly, "Are you sure this'll be okay?"
“This?” He looked around with a smile. “I love this. It’s fine,”
“I should meet her. Isn’t she worried about you?”
"She gets very protective," Fleur replied. Suddenly, worry poured over her features. "I haven't called her in so long. She's probably worried more than ever…"
“Oh,” Cooper nodded. She could have called but he didn’t fully understand the situation.
Lillian nodded and smiled, “Of course. So let’s win this race.0
His memory flashed to when she only had one eye and he couldn’t help but smile. Such a huge insecurity for her but he didn’t care. He thought it was cute and she’s always been so beautiful in his eyes.
She closed her left eye, the x-shaped scar seeming to glow against her skin. "Then this happened and everyone really thought I was crazy."
Ryan smiled. This was the Belle he knew first, scared and under confident with an X over her eye. He ran his hand over it like it was his favorite thing about her.
She sighed quietly. "But I didn't want Insanity to hurt you so I had to get rid of her."
“I know,” he said softly.
"Then the entire thing happened. I'm just sorry they scared you so bad. They're not good at checking before they say things."
“I don’t know they just took you, I didn’t know where and when I’d see you again. Then E came back and said I could only have the kids and I realized that I can’t do this alone.”
"I know. But even if she hadn't been convinced, we would've found a way to make it work. I promised I'd never leave you alone and I damn well meant it."
“I remember when everyone told me you’d died and I just kept saying that was impossible because you promised and you always have a plan. I really believed that then but then there was the time you killed yourself and I wasn’t sure what to believe,” honesty hour.
Took them long enough. "Stress had been running high and the more stressed out I am, the louder the voices get and I couldn't get them to stop. I know causing myself pain makes them quiet down so I figured…the most pain…maybe they'd shut up…"
Lillian nodded and smiled, “Of course. So let’s win this race.0
Took them long enough. "Stress had been running high and the more stressed out I am, the louder the voices get and I couldn't get them to stop. I know causing myself pain makes them quiet down so I figured…the most pain…maybe they'd shut up…"
“You let them win and you left me alone, it’s the only way I could see it and you were fragile so I didn’t show how mad I was at the whole situation. I didn’t want to hurt you by showing how betrayed I felt,”
Lillian nodded and smiled, “Of course. So let’s win this race.0
“You know it,” Darren smiled and started the car.
"I shut down and forced everyone away. I didn't need my broken mental state to hurt everyone around me. I rebuilt my walls and turned everyone into enemies. I didn't mean to, though. But as an act of self preservation, my brain forced me to."
Lillian grinned and leaned back in her seat. This would be fun.
"I shut down and forced everyone away. I didn't need my broken mental state to hurt everyone around me. I rebuilt my walls and turned everyone into enemies. I didn't mean to, though. But as an act of self preservation, my brain forced me to."
“I know what it was but I was just so mad. I blamed myself, I blamed Cooper but then I just blamed you and that was the worst. I hate being mad at you,”
"I'm not surprised that you did. I blamed myself too. But then again I always do so that's nothing new."
Ryan sighed deeply. “Have anything else while we’re being honest?”
"Why don't we do this more often?"
“We need to honestly, I have stuff I’ve gotta get off my chest sometimes,”
"We all do. And when we don't talk it just builds up into an argument and that's never good."
“Yeah I think we just need calm honesty sometimes,” he sighed. He had a lot he could and should confess to.
"Well since we're on the topic, is there anything else you wanted to tell me?"
“When I found out you cheated on me with Cooper, I hid how mad I was because you already felt so bad but I was mad and that weekend when you were gone with your friend and I had Colt over and we got drunk so that’s what you bake home to,”
Lillian grinned and leaned back in her seat. This would be fun.
Yeah…friend…totally didn't do anything, right? That was something she wasn't going to admit to today. "So you hide a lot of anger from me. That's dangerous."
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