Eerie rolled Levi to his side so they were nose-to-nose. He was determined to have the happy Levi back. The one who was truly blissful and happy. If he had to pleasure him again, so be it (though Eerie wouldn’t mind doing that again).
“Babe. Look at me. Focus on me.”
Levi took a deep breath and looked him fully in the eyes. Orders were good. Orders were easy to follow. Orders he could do. He took in Eerie carefully, scanning his entire face, hair to chin. Long smooth hair, big pretty eyes, pale skin, thin nose, pink lips. Very pretty.
“It’s okay. We're okay.” He gazed into Levi’s eyes. Hw wanted to grab him into a fierce kiss, but he didn’t. Not yet. Some of this passion had flamed up into his eyes, burning bright like a star.
“I love you, and nothing’s going to change that.”
Okay. Levi was okay. This was okay. Everything was going to be okay. Eerie's eyes had flamed up with passion and Levi wanted to be kissed. He wanted to lay in place and be told what to do. He wanted to accept everything Eerie could give him. He wanted to know he was being good. "What if… What if I can't say it back? Do you still-" His voice choked off at the words 'love me'.
Eerie nodded, understanding the omitted words. “Of course I do. You’ll learn to say it back. Unless…” He shook his head again. “Nevermind. I’ll always love you. No matter what. Okay?”
Levi took another deep breath, letting himself get lost in Eerie's understanding eyes. The 'unless' scared him, but he let it go. Eerie was being considerate and Levi was going to be comforted. "Even if I mess up?"
Eerie kissed him again. “Even if you mess up. I’ll be here for you.” He went back to another kiss, half-closing his eyes. His fiery passion flamed up again, but he kept the kiss soft and reassuring.
Levi accepted the kiss but began speaking again after a few minutes. There were a few worries he just couldn't shake off. Things he couldn't force himself to stop screaming into the back of his mind. "Even if I have another… another episode?"
Eerie set his head close to Levi’s. He could feel the hitched, worried breathing of his husband.
“Yes. I’ll be here for you to help you through that. I’ll never leave you alone with something like that.”
"You wouldn't?" Levi tilted his head, swallowing the knot of discomfort in his throat. Eerie wouldn't leave him alone. Eerie loved him. "Even if I made you mad?"
Eerie smiled a little. “You wouldn’t make me mad with anything. And yeah. I wouldn’t.” He kissed him once before pulling away again. He loved Levi, treasured him.
"You love me?" Levi felt like a child. A kid in a candy store, gawking at all the things around him. But he was only looking at one thing, and nothing could compare to him. It was hard for him to absorb the fact, but he wanted to. He needed to. If he didn't have Eerie, what did he have?
Eerie put a cool hand on Levi’s face, gazing steadily into his eyes. “I love you. You’ll be my life, my love for the rest of my time.” He meant it, too. He felt his words and connected deep meaning to them.
"You love me?" Levi kept staring into Eerie's eyes. He saw the trust, the love, the truth of everything shining in those eyes. He wanted to be good for Eerie. He wanted to please him, in a deep, passionate way that he'd never felt before. "Really? Always?"
Eerie smiled dorkily and nodded quickly. “Of course. Always. I’ll always love you.” He leaned closer to Levi and kissed him, as if sealing a deal. He wanted to keep his lips on Levi’s and stay like that, but he pulled away. There was so much time for passion and pleasure later.
Levi whined when Eerie pulled away, knotting his hands into his husband's hair and tugging gently. Kissing was nice. He wanted to keep doing it. He felt like he needed to keep doing it. He was being needy and indulgent and he knew it but he couldn't bring himself to stop.
Eerie smiled a little and kissed him again, opening his lips a little to meet Levi’s better. So maybe Levi was thinking in the same mindset as he was. Passion and possibly pleasure now. Eerie liked that plan.
Levi sighed, mimicking Eerie's movements as best he could. He wanted to make Eerie feel good because Eerie had spent all of their last session making Levi feel good. Levi needed to make it up to him somehow. He needed to prove to himself that he was worthy of all this.
Eerie closed his eyes completely as they kissed, but he didn’t move otherwise. He was unaware of Levi’s slight struggle with himself, and instead Eerie was just enjoying the kissing and the contact with Levi’s rough skin. He would never get enough of his husband.
Levi rolled over, pinning Eerie to the bed by his wrists. He wasn't gripping very hard and Eerie could easily throw him off if he needed, but he still needed some kind of approval. Some sign that he was doing things right. "You okay?"
Eerie made a faint noise but a thrill of excitement jolted his tummy. He nodded, smiling a little, his breathing growing staggered already. He shifted his hips up slightly, opening his mouth for another kiss.
Levi obliged, pressing a happy kiss onto Eerie's mouth with a wonder-filled smile. So Eerie liked being… held down? That was interesting. Did he like any other things? He'd seemed to get excited when Levi pulled on his hair really hard, so Levi gathered up a handful, pulling on it enough to be painful. A little shudder ran through him because he knew it had to hurt, but he shoved it down. "Still okay?"
Eerie twitched up with the tug, feeling a slight surge in his stomach. He wanted that tug to be in better context, so he set a hand on Levi’s.
“Leave it for the steamier moments, love~” He smirked a little and nodded. “Otherwise, it’s okay.”
Levi nodded, leaving his hand tangled up in the hair. Apprehension curled in his stomach as he realized how truly lost he was here. He pulled Eerie up for a slightly more impassioned kiss, letting his mind wander and worry. What did Eerie like? Could Levi even give it to him? "How do I make you feel good?"
Eerie turned a faint red. He knew exactly how he wanted Levi to please him, to give him so much pleasure he grew weak with it. But it’d be hard (ahah) to ask for. Eerie set his head back and shifted his hips up, so his lower waist was closer to Levi’s.
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