the headmistress finished.
saying they would all be visting a amusement park.
they could change clothes before going if they wished.
lenore was was surprised.
she had only been to a amusement park once before when she was really young.
she hoped it wasn't to overwhelming.
“You excited?” Maddie said to Lenore. Maddie loved amusement parks so she was super excited!!! Yet that meant changing and she didnt want to wear any short clothes. That meant showing skin and she had to many scars.
I tried my best to soud excited yeah..
but it failed.
“Aww come on it’ll be fun. What room are you in?” Maddie lightly punched Lenore’s shoulder.
maybe I replied.
I'm not sure what the dorm name is.
but amy (the most wonderful woman in the world) one of my roommates.
I replied to maddie.
“Well tell me when you know. I’m in room 671B,” Maddie said. She grew her hands up in the air as if she was about to say something when her sleeves fell down exposing her wrists and arms. She froze, Lenore couldn’t see her scars, she couldn’t let her see who she really was. She pulled her sleeves down and looked at Lenore. “I’ve go to go. I’ll see you out front.” the light in Maddie’s eyes had gone. She ran round the corner away from Lenore.
I wondered where Léonie and luna were?
I quickly walked back to my dorm to change
grabbing my purse.
I wondered where amy (the most wonderful woman in the world) was?
a trip seemed like something she would like.
I changed into a dark blue sweater
added black tights under my skirt and sliped on my doc martens.
I was ready for the park.
Maddie shut the door to her dorm and collapsed on the other side, sobbing. Even though she hated her mother for sending her here, she thought her demons would leave. But they will still haunt her no matter where she goes. Maddie decided to cover up with a pair of black jeans and batman jumper. She grabbed her phone and some money and made her way to meet the others.
Léonie was overly excited to be going to this amusement park, but she didn't show it. She stayed calm.
"I've never been to an amusement park. Too common for my parents. What's it like?" she asked Luna.
She grabbed a pair of dark blue jeans and a green t-shirt and slipped them on, with a pair of white converses and a sweater tied around her waist.
Luna had changed into some skinny jeans and a blue t-shirt, with a red plaid shirt tied around her waist, and black sneakers. "It's sooooo fun!!! You'll love it. There are rides and games and snacks……. I'm rambling again."
"Please," Léonie spread out a hand, "ramble. I wanna know everything about it." she grinned.
She walked to the door of the dorm, waiting for Luna.
Luna quickly put Chance on a leash, then slid over to Leonie, linking their arms again. "Okay so……………" Luna explained everything about the amusement park to Leonie as they walked out of the building.
Maddie arrived at the transport, the tears stains now cleared and feeling better that her arms and legs were covered. She waited at the back for Lenore or someone. But maybe it was best for her to be alone, that way she wouldn’t hurt anyone again.
(back sorry I slept in too late opps..)
I was in the transport
sitting in the back
trying to calm my nerves.
Léonie jumped into the transport and she and Luna headed to the back, where they usually sat. But a girl was already there.
Her eyes were red and puffy. Léonie narrowed her eyes. "First of all, who are you? Second of all, why were you crying?"
I pulled out my ipod
hoping it would calm my nerves.
puting in my earphones
fireflies by owl city started to play.
"You would not believe your eyes"
If ten million fireflies"
"Lit up the world as I fell asleep"
'Cause they fill the open air
And leave teardrops everywhere"
"You'd think me rude but I would just stand and stare"
I'd like to make myself believe that planet earth turns slowly
It's hard to say that I'd rather stay awake when I'm asleep
the calm music and the moving bus
lulled me to sleep.
Luna put her hand gently on Leonie's arm. "Leonie" She said softly. She motioned with her head toward the seats beside the girl. "Let's sit with her." She whispered in Leonie's ear, "She probably needs a friend or two."
Maddie didnt want to talk to anyone so she looked away from them
“1, I’m not and 2, I’m no one” She stood up and moved away from them to a window seat where she rested her head against the window and went into her thoughts.
(Wait was that about Maddie or Lenore because if the latter then just ignore the last)
(No it was Maddie)
Luna nodded. "Okay."
Maddie couldn’t have another break down today, on a bus with all these people. She looked back at the two girls and a single tear streamed down her face. Only her first day and she couldn’t handle it.
"Ah. I made her cry." Léonie let her head fall onto her chest. "How am I so bad at this social thing?" she murmured. She knew she was a real pain a lot of the time, but she had never made anyone cry before. Until now, that is. She felt guilty, but didn't want to make it worse, and so didn't attempt to calm the girl down.
"It probably wasn't your fault." Luna said, giving her friend a tight side hug. "And you'll get better at this social thing. I will too."
When they got off the bus, Maddie walked up to the girls that tried to talked to her. “Whatever you think you did, it wasn’t your fault. Just.. just try to stay away from me. I don’t want to hurt anyone,” Maddie said “More then i already have.” She murmured.