
@bleeding_hearts
Thank you for being so understanding, and honestly, I felt that. Here's that starter, by the way!
Xian Jingyi was trapped to put it simply. He was trapped in a loveless marriage with a man who did not love, nor respect him. Jingyi did not care about the lack of love. There was no mutual love, but rather it was a marriage put together by his parents and this wretched human being, out of fear that Jingyi could not fend for himself. It was supposedly an "alliance to make the kingdom stronger", after all, having this horrible husband as an ally to the Xian Empire, was a bonus for all except the first born son of the king. His sister, a woman with stunning grace, a strong personality, and power that the family had not seen in centuries, had married her wife out of love. The two of them had run off together, occasionally popping in to update the family about their quiet life together, and how well things were going. Jingyi was pleased to report if his husband didn't hit him.
But Jingyi cared about the lack of respect. Silas was a cruel man, finding pleasure in others pain. No judgement about what people prefer in bed, but his "husband" was a man who took pleasure in hurting his people, commanding them with fear. He enjoyed luxurious parties where he drank himself into a stupor, had the lust of a beast chasing after its prey, and took great pride in making sure that Jingyi was as miserable as possible. Jingyi turned a blind eye to all the men and women Silas bedded, did not care for the lavish parties, did not enjoy the scent of alcohol on his husbands lips, but the one thing he hated most was the lack of respect. Respect of not allowing Jingyi his own room, so that he did not have to wake in the middle of the night to someone else being swept away by his husband. The lack of respect when it came to Jingyi's ideas, thoughts, and words. He was just seen as a beautiful prize, with a powerful kingdom behind him. And Silas wanted that power.
Power that Jingyi refused to give him.
So now he was stuck. And he could not escape it. He desperately wanted to. Wanted to run, but there were too many responsibilities on his shoulders. So he stayed. But as he sat in front of a mirror, brushing out his hair as moonlight seeped in from the massive window beside him, he could not help but curse at his situation. His body ached from his husbands last bout of lust, and the bruise on his cheek was starting to form. Deep purple and black against jade skin. Every time he moved, somewhere in his body something screamed in pain. But he knew that the pain would be gone soon. The bruise, since it was not an open wound, would take about 45 minutes to heal, but that was fine. So long as it was gone in the morning. The pain in his body would recede in about the same time, so Jingyi had nothing to worry about except for the next bout of abuse in the morning. His hands trembled as he set down the brush, and a single, silver tear slipped down his cheek. He was so tired of this marriage. He had promised himself that he would not cry. But he missed his home, he missed his sister, he missed the peaceful life he had before all of this mess. He missed physical contact that did not hurt. He missed being treated as a human being.
But he could not harm his husband, that was the deal. And he stuck by his honor. His hands, still trembling, carefully braided his long thick hair for a night of rest. He would need as much as possible in preparation for the next day of hell. A hell that he didn't want. A hell that would leave him suffering, just as it did tonight. He feared his husband would return later, completely drunk, and continue the abuse, but Jingyi hoped in his mind that the man would get blood alcohol poisoning and never return. But that was foolish wishing. His husband was unfortunately, not that stupid.