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@lxvender_darling language

So I'm in the doldrums… And I thought I would come up with a good rp plot.
So.
Uh
I'm trying lol


Muse A and B are in a relationship, kinda toxic but they're slowly figuring out.
Muse A's pov:
"He just won't stop drinking… It hurts me. I don't want to see him in pain like this. I-I can't take it anymore… He always comes home drunk, hurts me… then… hates me for a day or two. He won't stop this stoopid fucking routine."

Muse B's POV:
"Ever since he wouldn't shut the heck up about me drinking my troubles away, I don't know what to do with him anymore. He always yells at me… and tells me that I'm gonna die because of this. I don't give a shit wheather I die or not, heck, I don't even care about life itself. I'm so done."


This content might be rated Mature, due to what happens in the future.
TW(s):
•Abuse.
•Drug use.
•Sad stuff-
•Plot twists.
•Whatever else happens.


My character:

Name: Autumn Rivers.
Age: 20.
Sexuality: Bisexual.
Personality:
Kind, shy, and really loving. He doesn't like to see others hurt.
Appearance:
Since I have no clue how to send images;

Skin: Tanned.
Face: Literally a perfect jawline, with a small set of slightly thick lips. A smile that would make anyones day, etc.
-peepers: Ones brown, and the other is blue.
-Nose: Button-like.
-Acc: A set of freckles that stretch across the land-connector of his nose and cheeks.
Clothes: A pair of overalls, and a cropped shirt underneath. The overalls are black, with tears in them and the shirt is a light pink.
Hair: Black, with a white ombre.
Height: 5'4.
Etc: He's an adorable bb-

Other: He doesn't like to mention his past.

@Calanthe

((I know you posted this about less than a minute ago, but uhm, I'm in the doldrums too and I like this brain bubble ))

@Calanthe

(I think I might have a boio that might work for this, also I must apologize for completely forgetting about our rp we had. I happen to just forget about one, then I never get back to it, it's something I'm grinding gears on))

@Calanthe

Name: Kelton Algernon Carlyle

Age: 23

Gender/pronouns: Male

Sexuality: "I. . .I, er. . .I'm gay?" Angry mumbling "W-why?"

Appearance:(I can't even think of one at the moment, so I'll cheat and use a face claim, but if you want I can definitely elaborate.)
But Faceclaim: Benjamin Orlando

Basic personality: He can be a bit outspoken at times, and very protective of his friends and family. He feels as though he needs to just be there for them and protect them, even if they don't want it at the moment. If anything, he could be easily described as a mother, caring, somewhat wise, and definitely bonkers at times. But it does take him a while to actually grow close and care for people. In fact, he really tries to avoid most people and prefers to travel and spend his time alone.

Short background: He had a quiet, peaceful childhood in a small secluded village where most of his family lived. He spent most alone out in the woods watching the animals and just relaxing to the soft breeze. In the evenings he, his siblings, and cousins would sit at the groundhands of his uncle and father and listen to the stories that they would tell before the children would go to sleep. But things soon changed when well he was separated from his "family". (Btw, I'm trying out this new brain bubble on this boio, so it might be a tad bit dark, just let me know if I'm going too far.) At least that's what he had thought for a good portion of his life. It turned out he and his parents had been in a motorized rollingham accident as a ankle-biter, they passed away and he survived and those are all just memories and dreams that he had while being in a medically induced coma. He had never been too cognizant of that, and although he truly is a noice guy he started to drink to hide his fear and to hide the fact that he truly just wants to die. He feels like well his whole childhood is a lie, I mean, it sort of is, but he really just feels like the "love" he had felt meant nothing since it was never there to begin with.

Other: Uhmmmmmm, idk? He's a leftie? Also, I mentioned a village up in his backstory, so for that to make sense, he's Austrian

@lxvender_darling language

(I love it! I also have to go soon, twilight munch, and I most likely won't be back- ;-; I'll be back tomarrow morning though, and maybe we could get it started the night after last night?)

@Calanthe

Kelton heard Autumn enter the apartment, and he mumbled a quiet hey to him, sort of acknowledging the other man's presence. He was wabbit knackered and his head was pounding from his booze bruise, but he wasn't going to say anything about it to the other man, that would just make things worse. Autumn would start screaming about how it's bodge for him, and then the headache would get worse, and then he would say something about it, and they'd just go in circles until one of them -normally himself- quite. But he knew that the other boy would be able to tell if he wasn't okay, so he just walked over to him and gave him a glomp, holding him in his grabby limbs, "So how was work?" He crooned quietly, hoping that Autumn wouldn't be able to smell the alcohol on his breath. He removed one grabby limb from around Autumn so he could fix his hoodie, Good grief, why is this place always so goddamn cold in here?

@lxvender_darling language

Autumn groaned, nuzzling the other's chest.
"Not to good… boss kicked my ass for not listening…ugh…" He whispered, hiding his face in the Kelton's chest, as he sighed. "And I got bruised… and I fight… and I don't like it…. I wanna just sleep…" He muttered, obviously upset. "Sleep…" He now whined, pushing the other male onto the couch and hiding his head in his chest, laying down ontop of him, his grabby limbs wrapped around him as he closed his peepers.

@Calanthe

Kelton groaned under his breath, not annoyed with the man but what had happened. He gently stroked the man's hair and he gently kissed his head, "I'm sorry about this, I just wish that you would well…" He trailed off not sure if the other man even cared about what he had to say at the moment. "Just rest okay?" He looked around for were he had left his drink and sighed quietly seeing that it was all the way on the bean soup table, Crap… He didn't really want to disturb Autumn, especially since the boy seemed that comfortable, so he figured it could wait for at least a few more moments.

@lxvender_darling language

Autumn whimpered, facing the inner part of the couch and hummed lightly, huddling closer tot he other. He looked up at him, sighing. "Are you okay-? Did you…" He looked toward where the drink had been and barely tensed. "Did you drink again?" He asked, whimpering lightly. "I told you it won't help…" He said, looking down and now gripping Kelton's shirt. "Just listen to me when I say this– If you have any problems, you can let me know…" He whispered, resting his head under the taller males' chin, and sighed lightly.

@Calanthe

Kelton groaned a little bit, still playing with the other man's hair, "Yes, and well, as I said before, I'm fine and I feel fine." Aside from these headaches. "Trust me Autumn, okay?" He kissed the man's head again holding him close to him, "I will talk to you, and I always do, you know that."

@Calanthe

"I promise you that that's not going to happen, okay? I know that for a face, I have enough self-control to stop myself from going that far and you know that, at least I hope you do." He tusseled his hair sitting up a little bit, "Come on, you look wabbit knackered, lets get you to bed." He said slowly picking the boy up.

@Calanthe

He carried the boy into their bedroom and placed him down onto the bed, "You just chill here for a little bit, and twilight munch will be ready in a little bit." He made sure he was comfortable before leaving the human containment unit and walking into the kitchen. Once he was sure that Autumn wasn't listening, he refilled his cup from earlier and took a sip of the drink, instantly calming once more.

@lxvender_darling language

Autumn sighed, and put his earbuds in, listening to some music as he read a grimoire, and adjusted his see-sharpeners, humming softly with the tune, as he let a shaky breath out.
He didn't know what to do, so he just stayed there and leaned his head against the bed frame. "I'm so in the doldrums…" He sighed, pausing the music and rubbing his peepers. He walked out, his see-sharpeners crooked and his hair tussled, sighing.

@Calanthe

((Okay, uhm, I hate to ask, but uhm, could you maybe write a little more, I don't really have a lot to write off of. I sort of like to do slightly longer posts, sorry…))