forum Why do i love you so much? (OxO CLosed)

Started July 23, 2019 by @Celeste_X0X0_ group

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She looked over at him, her eyes catching his lips for only a moment before she corrected herself and looked into his eyes. She gripped her thighs tighter with her hands, trying not to make marks or else her meds would be upped again during bedtime when they just made sure you weren't self harming. It was a ridiculous and inappropriate practice, but she was stuck here.

She breathed out softly, biting her lip as she looked back at her lap. "Y-ya, I’m fine" she muttered, trying not to blush more than she already was.

His eyes strayed from her face back down to her thighs only to see she was SqEaZiNg them EvEN TIGHteR! He quickly pulled them back up to her face before mentally cursing himself.
“i am a gentleman. What am i thinking!? I will not and would never touch or thinking about h-“ the voice in his mind was only interupted by another one.
“nah, you definitely are. And will”
“shut up. This is not how a gentleman acts around a lady”
“but thats how you act. Come on loosen up a little. She liked you and you obviously like her. I dont see the big deal to be honest.”
“you will not be the devil on my shoulder you prick”
“Language” Auden voice called out to him in his mind. His swirling mind of his.
“At least get to know her more”
“thats what I’m trying to tell myself.”

Soon he distracted himself from his wandering thoughts…and eyes. “I need to talk to you after class. If thats alright with you” he leaned over, whispering to her.

Chills went up her spine when he whispered into her ear, trying not to make a noise that was similar to the one she made earlier.
"O-….Okay" she muttered, her face slightly more pink than before as she tried to exhale her gasp quietly.

He smiled a bit at her pink face, turning to the front of the class. Waiting as patiently as he could throughout the class, he was glad when it was over, relief washing over him when she said “class dismiss”
Now did he listen to it at all like he usual would do because he had nothing better to think about? Nope.
He stood and waiting outside the room for her.

She walked out, smoothing out her pants out from her hands gripping at them and not bothering to check if her face was red. She already knew it was.
"Hi" she hummed softly, looking up at him intently. She didn't know what he wanted, but she had a guess or two.

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He waited there for her, not touching the dirty walls. He held in his small smile when she approached him. Her cute eyes looking up at him rather innocently as her sweet voice greeted him.
Yeah, moral of the story he failed at holding in his smile.
“Hey. Yeah um… i was thinking about…everything. And, i want to get to know you more before we continue anything. Okay?” He grabbed her hand in his ungloved one, hoping they were clean.
“I apologize for being so careless. If you dont want to continue anything…thats fine too. I mean..ill be a bit bummed, but surely i can get over it. I dont want to make you uncomfortable or anything.” He looked down at her with sincerity in his blue eyes.

(The pull of the heart strings will have to wait until my brain is functioning properly again TT^TT)

Her heart skipped a beat when he smiled, his grin making her lips smile even more before she blushed softly.
She watched his hand grab her own, having washed her hands earlier because they made them when they wanted to eat and after they finished.
She listened intently, smiling softly when he explained himself.
"Yes, of course. I wanna get to know you better too. I hope that doesn't mean we'll stop kissing altogether though, unless you want to." she replied, hoping she wasn't making him feel uncomfortable.
She looked up at him, searching his beautiful blue eyes for any sign of uncomfy.

(Any sign of uncomfy XD I’m dead!)

His freckled face turned red when she blatantly said “kissing altogether” out loud around everyone. Lucky it was pretty busy so nobody heard. If they did everyone would be all over them.
It was known in the whole ward that you couldn’t have a relationship with anyone else. Maybe she just forgot. He wasnt going to get mad at her or anything. He couldn’t.
“Oh…okay. Yeah. Thats fine.” He nodded, his face still red. He leaned down to her level “and we should keep this a secret. I wouldnt want it getting out to the whole ward or you’ll be transferred” he whispered into her ear.

She listened to him carefully, blushing at how close he was when he whispered to her. "Yes, of course" she replied, biting her plush bottom lip as she thought about being transferred away from here. Her anxiety immediately began to build up again, her eyes tearing up slightly but unnoticeably.
"So, schools over now huh" she hummed softly, wondering what she would do next. Usually she would go and read.

Levi being the extremely observant person he is noticed the glimmer in her eyes and held her hand, taking her around the corner to where almost nobody really goes. One of the closets near the bathroom.
“Hey, are you alright?” He asked looking around for a light in the closet. Man, why wasnt this locked?
He didnt worry about that right now. He was more worried for her.

(Closet scene? Maybe?)

(As in closet scene?)
She became frazzled when he pulled her in the closet, looking every which way before he pulled her to face him, her mind clearing slightly.
"W-what do you mean?" she asked, trying to see him through the dark. "Is there something I did?" she asked, slightly dizzied.

;) mayyybe ???

Still not able to find the light, the slight crack in the door was the only way he could see her face. He couldn’t see her tears anymore, but he knew they were there.
“Are you crying? You teared up out there. Sorry i pulled you in here so quickly without any warning” he still kept a hold of her hand subconsciously

(Yesssssss)
She wiped away the tears from her face, smiling softly even though he probably couldn't see it. "Y-yeah, that just happens when I get flustered and really anxious sometimes" she explained, brushing her hair behind her ear.
"No, no worries, I just got confused for a moment there" she said softly, looking up at what she could see of his face.

As she wiped away the tears, the light from the crack in the door offered him some sight. His heart did a little twist and hurt a little. He already hated seeing her sad.
"did I make you anxious?" he asked softly. The closet was rather small and tight, which he didn't like at all. But others away from everyone else. So that was a plus.

"N-no. It wasn't you, promise. I just over react sometimes" she replied, noticing the cramped and a little stressed vibe coming off of him. "Are you ok? You seem stressed." she asked.
"Is it because it's cramped in here?" she asked, knowing that her friend had claustrophobia before she was moved to the hospital.