(lol sorry this is a bit long, also after Rinlos’s next part should I time skip to the next morning? unless there’s something major you’d like to happen that night)
Someone poked Arquis’s arm during one of the later songs, and he jolted up in his seat. It was Marsiquia again. She leaned forward and gently pressed the back of her hand to his forehead. He could smell her floral lotion and see a few sparkles under her fingernails.
“I didn’t mean to startle you, I just thought you might be ill. You looked like you were sleeping.” She lowered her voice and whispered, barely audible over the crowd, “People have begun to talk. There are some nasty rumors spreading.”
“I didn’t mean to alarm anyone, Marsi, I was just enjoying the music.”
“It isn’t just that. I heard someone say that you looked like you were going to faint earlier, and then you ran off with- oh. Oh, Arquis.” Her big blue eyes widened with recognition. “It’s him, isn’t it? They said you ran out with a bard. And you two were together yesterday as well—he came to lunch with us.”
“I just think they’re talented. That is it.”
“I don’t believe you, Arquis. You look different.”
“You were right earlier. I’m tired. Nothing more.”
She quirked her head to the side. “Your tie is askew, and your hair is messier than normal. Your face was flushed when you came back in the ballroom. You-”
“Marsiquia, please,” he said, and the pain in his voice startled him. It was like a whimper from a wounded animal. “Muria cannot find out. Please, leave it be.”
“Alright.” And then, a beat later, “Alright. But you should head up to bed so that people aren’t suspicious. I’ll support the rumor that you caught ill.”
The thought of leaving the performance made his chest seize up, but he gritted his teeth and stood. “Fine. I’ll go. But who will see the party through to its end?”
“Muria, Carsui, and I will, and if I need to I’ll send for Quirisa to come back. We can handle it.”
He left the ballroom with wet eyes, ducking his head to avoid stares, and began the slow ascent to his room. Luckily for him, it was mostly a back way; there was nobody to pull him aside. Once his door was closed, he crawled onto his bed, pulled his knees to his chest, and tried to breathe.