Taran stared at the door that Lorelei had disappeared behind. The room suddenly ice cold without her and the fire she had doused with her power. He'd touched a nerve he knew that, but he couldn't figure out why she had felt the need to lie about her crimes. Why not just tell him from the start that she was wrongly accused? Who was she trying to protect? Or rather, who was she trying to convince that she indeed was a criminal?
He leaned forward to brace his elbows on his knees, dropping his head into his hands a near quiet snarl ripped past his lips. The anger that flowed through him was white hot and volatile. He knew somewhere in his mind that becoming this upset was counter productive, but he was suddenly so tired of the control that he had held over his entire life. The power within him roiled in response. Since he was a child, after his brother's accident, his anxiety and stress had caused him to learn to control every aspect of life so nothing would take him by surprise. So nothing like that would ever happen again. So he could protect Rebecca… But now, he hated it. He wanted to let it all go. The power within him flexed, hard, lashing out, cracking the floor beneath his feet and up the wall where the fireplace was. Another flex had the fire springing back into life. Taran sighed, shoulders drooping, the tension he had been holding back released for a brief moment.
He leaned back until he was laying flat out on the couch again. He was about to get dragged into the intrigue of the Vampire Court. The thought was insane, something out of a horror movie. But he had promised Lorelei that he would help her, and he still meant it. Deeply. He didn't know how he was going to be of help. It probably wasn't the smartest idea to have a untrained, uncontrolled fledgling on your side, but he would. He was just that kind of man. He couldn't turn away from someone who was so obviously hurting.
Hurting… He yanked his phone out of his pocket. How did it get turned off? He knew that he didn't do it. He cut a quick glance to Lorelei's door, shaking his head. Very nice of you master. Flicking it back on, he stared at the screen, waiting. He was prepared for what was coming. According to the date and time on his phone he had been out of it for about a day and a half. Missing for a day and a half…
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He had so many messages and missed calls that the phone just buzzed for a minute straight. He couldn't even open it to make it stop, it was overloading so much. "Goddammit" he muttered. Most were from his sister, but a few spaced here and there were from his parents. A hundred and twenty texts and forty-four missed calls. He opened up the text folder under his sisters name:
«T, where are you? Mom is unusually anxious tonight. She said she felt you needed help?»
«Is it your car? I told you dude. Get rid of it. I'll come get you. Send me your location.»
«Little brother answer your phone. You supposed to be here an HOUR ago.»
«Don't make me call you. I SWEAR»
«Taran. Now I'm worried…»
«TARAN»
The messages progressed into a full freak out from his sister. He scrolled through, his dead heart giving a twinge that made him ill. "Fuck Bec…" He whispered. He didn't bother to open the texts from his parents. Sliding over to voicemails, he just started deleting them. There was one at least every ten minutes. He couldn't stand to listen to his sister's growing panic. He didn't even realize he was silently sobbing until his finger slipped and pressed 'call back' instead of 'delete'. He stared at it, immobile as it rang. He was caught between terror and a want so desperate it had him flinging the phone up to his ear just as his sister's voice came though.
"Taran?! Oh my god. Taran. Talk to me little brother. Where are you? Are you okay? Are you stuck? The cops found your car. Where are you baby brother?" He didn't speak. Couldn't. Couldn't even breathe, which he found didn't bother him in the slightest. Why would a dead guy need to breathe? "T–Taran…? Please don't leave me here… I can't be without you little brother. Pleas-se." She hiccuped, sobbing on her end. "Don't die…I can help. just tell me where you are." Taran reached up and pinched the bridge of his nose, squeezing his eyes tight he could almost see her. His big sister. His best friend. "Come home, Taran…"
"Bec…" He whispered, "Don't cry."
Whipping the phone from his ear, he crushed it in his hand. The strength was satisfying, the pain in his cursed soul… was not.