His hand burned from where she had kissed it. He resisted the urge to shake out the tingles from his hand. Everything felt more intense than it did before. All of his senses dialed up to a hundred. It wasn't particularly bad, he figured, it would probably take some time to get used to. More than the two days he had though.
Taran chuckled darkly to himself as he watched Lorelei disassociate from the cabin for a moment. Her soft face contorting into a ferocious frown. He wondered where she went that made her so distressed. His urge to protect her flaring again, making him scoot just the tiniest bit closer to her. He was going to call her name to bring her back to the present, but she blinked up at him after another moment. He let out a small sigh.
"Honestly?" He began reaching up to run a hand through his hair. "I feel like I've been hit by a truck, but then went back later to completely rip it and the driver to shreds. God, my throat hurts like a bitch. Does that get any better? I'm so hungry, but not at the same time. But the second I think about it, I can't take my mind off the hunt. The kill." He frowned.
"There's so much room in my head that all my thoughts keep bouncing around in. I keep blinking but the light doesn't get any fainter and I swear my eyes keep changing? I don't know. I can just feel it here." He reached out and gently touched the corners of Lorelei's eyes. God her skin is soft.
"I can hear…I can hear everything. That. That I don't like at all… And the smells… Jesus…" Looking from his lap to Lorelei's face, barely taking a breath as he sped through what he was experiencing. She knew, she knew what it was like to go through this. She had to be able to help him. Or just listen and let him get all of this insanity out so he could breathe again. Just keep me from doing anything that might hurt people… He knew he sounded insane, but it was probably the best way to describe what he was feeling. Like an alien in his own body. Except…
He stood, beginning to pace. Zooming from one end of the cabin to the other as he spoke. "There's something else…Like a ball of black tentacle-y ink inside me." He used his hands to show her, gesturing vaguely. "When I get angry or…I don't know… when I call to it, it reaches out with one of those tendrils and will do whatever I tell it to. Is that normal? Do I have something evil in me?"
He turned to stare at her. His stormy eyes not worried, not scared, not weak, but determined. Determined to do what needed to be done to protect those from him. He wouldn't hurt anyone. Not a soul. I swear it on my…life. I will not kill.