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"No, I'm not…" His voice cracked. "I feel different…I don't feel like myself when they drew these on me. I don't want to lose control…"
"No, I'm not…" His voice cracked. "I feel different…I don't feel like myself when they drew these on me. I don't want to lose control…"
"Lucifer, you're still you." Jamie promised, cupping his face and forcing him to look up at him. "You're still my handsome demon, you're still you. Don't focus on those, focus on yourself. You're still sweet and cute and loving."
"You're just saying that…" Lucifer wiped his tears roughly.
“Why would I ever just say that?!” Jamie questioned firmly. Something close to hurt flashed behind his eyes but he hid it well. “I mean what I say or I would never say it.”
"You're right….I'm sorry…." he sniffled and rubbed his eyes. "Don't get mad…." He tried to calm down after hearing the tone in Jamie's voice.
Jamie rubbed soft circles into Lucifer's back, lifting one hand to wipe at the other's face. "I'm not mad. I'm just a little upset. I would never lie to you, Lucifer. You're my amazing, handsome fiancé. You're still you and still kind and loving and adorable."
Lucifer chuckled a little bit when he said that he was his fiance. "Okay, okay, let's take a shower. I'm sorry I got all scared out of nowhere."
The angel nodded slowly, still concerned for his love. He leaned in to steal a kiss, sighing deeply. "I love you, don't forget that. Please don't forget that… It's okay that you got scared. You're allowed to be scared, but know that I won't turn away from you or lie to you. We'll get through this together."
"Okay…" Lucifer wrapped his arms around Jamie. "I love you." Lucifer pulled away from Jamie and took a deep breath before taking off his shirt. He never felt this self-conscious about himself before. It was scaring him.
Jamie pulled away to do the same. He gently removed the shirt, letting his eyes slip closed at the cool air against his bare skin. It felt good.
He glanced over at Lucifer, trying not to look the other up and down. He didn’t want to be creepy but he really liked Lucifer’s form.
Lucifer let his hair down and pulled down his jeans and threw them in a hamper. He turned around and saw Jamie practically drooling. “Wh-What are you looking at?” He covered himself feeling embarrassed.
Jamie flushed a bright red when he was caught, glancing away sheepishly. “You. You’re so damn attractive I can’t help it.” He pouted, stripping himself down.
"D-Don't look…" Lucifer turned around and pulled down his boxers. "A-Are you ready?" he asked in a soft voice. "It's so much more embarrassing when I'm not having sex with you."
Jamie giggled a little at Lucifer’s words, nodding sheepishly. “It really is. But you… you look good.” He murmured, stepping over and covering himself with his wings. “Aha…”
Lucifer contracted his wings and stepped in the tub. "Thank you. I'm too embarrassed to look at you, but you probably look handsome too."
Jamie giggled softly at that, doing the same with his own wings and stepping into the shower with the other. He closed his eyes and let the water warm him up. “It’s funny we’re still so shy around each other.”
Lucifer leaned back and dug his head in his neck. "You're not going to tease me right?" his eyes closed softly.
“No. Not now.” He replied softly, kissing Lucifer’s head. “This is too nice of a moment.”
"Good," Lucifer whispered as he played with hands in the water. "We're taking baths together from now on."
Jamie chuckled softly. “I’d love that.” He hummed, closing his eyes again and humming happily. “It feels good…”
"Are your wings okay?" he asked taking the soap and subbing himself with it.
“Mm, they might need a small clean but yeah they’re alright.” He hummed, glancing at Lucifer.
"Can you wash my hair?" Lucifer sat up grabbing the shampoo and handing it to Jamie.
“Of course.” He gently took the shampoo and put some on his hand. He began to rub it into Lucifer’s hair, gently massaging Lucifer’s hair.
Lucifer hummed in delight. "I like your hands in my hair." Lucifer bit his lip.
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