@ElderGod-Carrots
Safe was not a word that Dominic had ever known, at least not after the death of his mother, the only person who had made him feel wholly safe. The the wide, vast and expanding universe that they lived in, she had been the only person to bring him peace. A young prince, with a father who had been overbearing before, allowed to be a child with the woman who lived him with all her might. Safe in her arms from the world, no matter how tall her child had been compared to her, it didn't matter. Dominic would have always been her little boy, even if he grew to be as large as the towering pines in the forests of Verillia, or the mountains that ranged their borders. Her love had been the bond tying his family together, and it had been taken from him faster than lightning could strike. Rage had been left in the wake of the love that had once filled the palace of Verillia. The towering walls that had once made Dominic feel safe and secure, made the palace a home, and had turned into nothing more than a prison.
Yet here Ariella was. A light shining in the dark that had been his world for so long. Dominic could deny it all he wanted until the very end of time but his heart knew the truth. And the truth was that she was becoming more than a friend to him. More than the princess that resided in his bed every night, or the woman he looked for in the crowd when he trained. It frightened the crown prince more than he would ever, ever admit. Love. Pure love was not something he had felt in such a long time. He didn't love himself, he couldn't, not after the things he had done in his lifetime and the horrible things he would continue to do. Not when he found himself enjoying what he did, enjoying the bloodlust that consumed him when the battle turned dark and gruelling. How could anyone love a monster like himself? His father's words echoed in his mind constantly, reminding him of who he was. He was the Crown Prince of Verillia. A kingdom that was throwing war at an innocent one. Deny it all he wanted, that was who he was, and who he would always be. The title would follow him wherever he went.
There would never be an escape from the torment. At least, that was what he had thought. Until one certain princess had come tumbling into his life unexpectedly. Or more so, he went near tumbling into her on a damned horse. A princess who was snarking and witty and smart and unlike anyone he had ever met before. Maybe that was the reason as to why he found his heart aching for her. Each beat called her name, thrummed in his veins like a siren song that he couldn't escape. Dominic didn't think he would ever escape it, nor did he think he wanted to. And that was what terrified him the most. But right there, in her arms, the universe settled. The stars didn't matter because she was the only one he was focused on. Buried away in her chest, hidden from the world and safe. Safe and she was singing and her voice was only an addition to that damn siren call that he had for her. Dominic couldn't help but calm when he was held so tenderly, sung to like he was worth something. His heart beat evened out, as did his breathing, his old on her softened a fraction but he didn't let go. If he had his way, he would never let go.
Finally, when Dominic found his voice and there was a break in Ariella's beautiful singing, he spoke, ever so quietly, "Are… are you and that… guard…?" Sleeping together? A couple? The words were unspoken but obvious and he couldn't get them out. Because if they were he would stop this. Stop them holding one another as much as it would pain him to do so. Dominic might have thought himself a monster but he would not take away a love for another. He refused to be that sort of man. Never. If Ariella was courting someone else, it would pain him, he would be ever so jealous but he would not stop it, not if that was what she wanted.