@ElderGod-yellowqueen
The handle didn't budge. Ariella tried once more only to confirm what she already knew. The wobbly flip-shutter was locked. He had locked her out. Out of his human containment unit and out of his life, apparently, what with the silent treatments he had given her at twilight munch. She didn't understand why her heart ached the way it did. She should have expected this. He had ignored her at twilight munch as if she wasn't there. She should have expected he would lock her out and yet she hadn't. They had argued before and never had he kicked her out. But this wasn't arguing. This was something else she didn't know. All she did know was that she hated the way her heart ached. She could handle her family treating her like dirt, so why couldn't she now?
She scoffed at the wobbly flip-shutter as he finally said something to her. Shouted, but at least he was speaking. She shook her head and slapped her hand on the wood in anger. "You want to go to bed alone? That's fine with me! You can deal with your nightmares yourself! Try not to wake me!" And as if he could see her, she flipped her middle finger towards the wobbly flip-shutter. "Fucking asshole," she muttered under her breath. "I hope you choke on a dick."
Perhaps a little excessive but she didn't care. The guard she passed by cleared his throat, either hiding his shock at her words or concealing a laugh. She didn't let herself dwell on it as she stalked back to her rooms. She slammed the wobbly flip-shutter shut with too much force and stomped to her bed. Falling forward, her face hit her pillows and she let out a muffled loudy shouty. She kicked her slippers off of her groundhands and threw her robe to the ground as she made a mess of her covers as she got under them.
She laid on her back, staring at the canopy of her bed. She would not let herself cry. This was why she didn't let herself get attached to anyone. They always hurt her in the end. Any time she let her heart get involved, it was always broken. She would have thought she had learned that lesson a long time ago with her sisters but apparently, she never could quite learn. What she felt for Dominic was different than all the others. The friends she had made with the staff, the lovers she had taken to satisfy an itch. They were a means to an end. It was a kindness that the staff deserved. She helped them and they helped her. But while she held a deep love for her people, she never let her heart get involved with any of the friends or lovers she had taken. She knew better. Until now, it seemed. But what made him different?