forum “Keep it down...” (MxM / Closed) (Mature)

Started August 17, 2020 by @CasiCasino group

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He was being somewhat unconscious and for some reason, Isaac was fine with being in such a state with Damien. His eyes slowly open up after a bit only to find that he was asleep on his side, facing the other boy. His eyes widened at first but then quickly narrowed down as his lips curled up into a small smile. His dominant hand reached forward to cup the other boy’s cheek, rubbing it gently with his thumb.
His eyes gazed downwards in thought… he didn’t really remember what happened earlier. All he remembered was that he felt and was feeling great.

Damien woke was sort of awake at that point, his eyes just closed for the moment. but when he felt the other boy carress his cheek, his eyes opening slightly. He looked up at the other man, a slight grin appearing on his face. He moved a little closer to ther other man, as he realized and remembered all that had gone on before. Oh dear. . . He thought to himself, sitting up a little bit, "H-hey Isaac. . ."

“Hi…” Isaac returned as his smile grew wider and brighter. He yawned softly before sitting up to realize that his clothes were on the floor beside him. Wait… does that mean— he looked down at himself and then blushed immediately. Even the murderer couldn’t get past the fact that he had just… done something like that with someone like his mind and heart said was… right.
“Uhm… well then…”

Damien nodded a little bit, sort of acknowledging that the other man knew. He was sort of surprised at himself, he had never really done anything like this before with anyone, he had normally avoided relationships with others, so this was extremely out of character for him. "Uh huh. .. " He mumbled, inching away from the other boy. He had enjoyed it, but, he had no clue how he would ever admit it, or how he could ever let the other man know that he really did like him.

((I meeeeeeeean—))

With a small sigh, Isaac buried his face in Damien’s shoulder again. “I don’t wanna let go…” he said with a shaking tone. “I know that I’ll be jailed someday for my crimes… but I don’t want to leave you…” through his sudden tears, he managed to say those words. Trying to calm his fears, the man hugged Damien a bit tighter. “I’m scared…”

(OOf XD))

"I-Isaac, I know you don't want to hear this, b-but you sort of brought this onto yourself. I know that you." He paused, looking down at the other, "Do you get a high or something from doing what you do?" He asked quietly, running a hand through the other's soft hair. "Maybe they have the wrong person, maybe they won't find you. I just hope that you'll stop with this, maybe if you stop, they'll stop looking and then you'll be safe. And if that's not enough, stop doing this for me, please?" Damien asked, gently kissing Isaac's head, "I know that what you've done isn't right, but I don't want to see you get hurt."

Isaac had considered his options a bit before nodding gently. “F-Fine… I’ll stop… but you have to promise me something Damien,” he looked up at Damien before averting his eyes again. “Y-You’ll have to stop me if I start acting weird again, alright? Y-You’re the only one who can save me from myself…”

"Fine. Now, what're you going to do with all that money you collected? It's going to look so suspicious to just put so much money in the bank all at once, Isaac." The man said as he climbed out of the bed, reaching for his clothes, "And well, the investigators will probably be looking for something, anything that looks the slight bit off. And I'll be right back." He said as he began to head over to the bathroom. He wasn't the most comfortable about getting dressed in front of the other. Once he reentered the room he sat down at the edge of the bed, looking at the man. "What can we even do to fix this mess…"

Hearing those kinds of words from Damien wasn’t what he’d wanted to hear but… the reality had to hit him at some point. It hurt less when Damien was the one who tried to correct him. “N-Nothing…” he finally answered after a long pause. “There’s nothing I can do to revive those I’ve killed… there’s nothing I can do to take these sins off of my back,” he said, looking down at himself.

"Okay, how can we move forward though? Look, I know that what you did is wrong, but I don't want that to define you as a person, fuck, I really sound like a life coach or something. Okay, we just need to maybe try to be better people? He moved over to where Isaac was seated and gently squeezed his hand, "I don't know how to help Isaac, I think that much is obvious, but I want this to not be a part of your life anymore? I don't know, am I even making sense?"

Closing his eyes again, Isaac had let out another sigh. “Alright… I’ll see what I can do,” the boy said softly, trying his best not to cry then and there. “W-We have to head back to class, no?” He asked again, keeping his voice down as if he seemed scared.

"I only had two classes today, and I sort of talked my way out of them." He felt bad, he just wanted to hug Isaac and make all the bad things go away, for the Isaac he had imagined and daydreamed about come back. The one who was strong and bold, not the one who turned out to be a serial killer. But oddly enough, knowing that information about the man didn't stop Dami's attraction to the man, which scared him a little bit. I just slept with a serial killer…Oh my god.

“Alright,” he said before inhaling and slowly letting go. “I’ll be heading outside for a bit. I need to buy dinner,” he said, putting his clothes back on. “You wanna come along?” He asked with a small brow. It was weird… and surprising to him, that he had opened up his heart to someone like Damien. But… he didn’t really care if it made any sense. He loved the other boy. For whatever reason. He loved him.

"I guess, I don't mind going out for a little bit." I just slept with a serial killer, am I going to hell for that? He was freaking out at this point but hiding it pretty well. He wanted to spend time with this man, after all he loved Isaac, but well, was it bad to love someone like that? Okay, cool it, you should be fine, just try to calm down.

Isaac had smiled and went to take Damien’s hand. “Let’s go then, we’re wasting time!” He said with much excitement.