forum i deserve my life (o/o, reboot of an old RP)
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Plot: Two childhood friends have their lives torn into mayhem when their families arrange them to be married. Well, that's the simple version. Content warnings for the general story (below) are as follows: internalized/just general homophobia, transphobia, emotional abuse, unsupportive relatives, a general implied threat of violence/punishment, arranged marriage.

Judas Elmstone knew for as long as he could remember that he wasn't a woman, but nobody truly saw him for who he was, for his potential. He was always a curious child, too much so for his own good as his father always told him, unladylike as his mother always chastised, telling him he'd never find a suitable husband and what would become of him then?

That's where his childhood best friend had come in. Benjamin Kaylock had always been so gentle, sneaking through the window in the middle of the night and having long conversations about the world, about philosophy, sharing stories and being each other's support for as long as either of them could remember. Benjamin had always understood Judas and known him for exactly who he was, growing unfortunately fond of his friend as he knew his feelings would likely never be reciprocated. Poor him, I sympathise.

However, with the amount of time they spent together their families grew suspicious, but were happy with the match. Basically, they were both under the impression that Judas and Benjamin were courting but trying to keep it a secret, but since it seemed a good match to them and they thought maybe Benjamin's 'disposition' (whatever the hell they mean by that) could keep Judas in line. Oh honey, they wish. But a marriage was arranged and Benjamin convinced Judas to just go along with it, it would please their families and allow for stability and a comfortable life with a reasonable inheritance to keep them afloat for the rest of their days, seeing as Benjamin was an only-child and Judas's family seemed more fond of Benjamin then their actual children. Oops.

Judas certainly isn't happy with this arrangement but grudgingly goes along with it, the logic behind this being he doesn't have many other options and maybe he can eventually run away from the situation he's in, leave everyone behind, and pursue the life he actually wants to live.

Rules/extra infor:
This is kinda like Victorian/Regency era? But with magic. Look we don't have to be super accurate to the time period okay but the fashion and technology are about the same as well as the classism.
Please don't be bigoted.
andrew (Our Supreme Lord and Overseer)'s rules apply, of course.
This will have some darker themes so I'd hope an older more experienced roleplayer would join.
Violence and swearing are okay.
Sexual content I'd prefer to skip over if it even happens, I'm sorry I'm just feeling Extra Ace right now.
Our characters are eventually gonna explore the world, fear not! I just have to get some important plot shit out of the way.
Magic system is as follows: everything has magic in it and properties of magic, but you need a powerful conduit to access it. Maybe it's a piece of bark from a thousand year old tree, or the necklace your lover gave you before you died, that sort of thing, or magical artifacts/magic crystals, which are imbued with extra power and are extra rare. The more power your conduit has the more you can do with it. Magic takes extreme focus and drive, and you need both to perform it so most people just don't.
Magical creatures exist here, but our characters are human.
Have fun!

We can make templates or just jump in. Either one.

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Also holy shit this is old, I forgot how wordy I could be I'm sorry I just copy pasted the plot lmao.

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Absolutely! So, then, template or jump in? Sorry for being repetitive I just Am Like That.

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Absolutely!

Name: (you know this already)
Age: (probably in their 20's)
Orientation:
Appearance:
Meyers-Briggs Personality Type:
Other:

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Name: Judas Elmstone
Age: (probably in their 20's) 25
Orientation: Bisexual
Appearance: 5'3", with broad shoulders, long wavy dark hair and bronze skin with cool undertones. Grey eyes, well-built, and probably the farthest from delicate you could get but still very pretty if you like someone who could step on you and make you apologize. Like, he's a short lad but manages to be intimidating all the same.
Meyers-Briggs Personality Type: INTP
Other: Nothing really? I'll probably come up with more in-RP.

@MusicElle-is-here

Name: Benjamin Kaylock
Age: 24?
Orientation: pansexual
Appearance: Benjamin has delicate, boyish features with a slightly upturned nose and a effervescent smile. He has pale skin with a sprinkling of freckles especially on his nose, cheeks, and shoulders. He has light green eyes frames by long lashes and careful, piano player hands. He’s 5’ 8” and on the thin side, but he’s stronger than he looks.
Meyers-Briggs Personality Type: ENFP
Other:

does that work? i usually make characters from scratch so i’m not used to working with someone’s ideas for a character ya know?

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I'll change Judas's age so there's not such a big gap, one second. And yeah, he's fine! Take as many creative liberties as you like!

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It was early morning as Judas snuck out his bedroom window, still wearing his nightclothes. He skipped over the garden wall, running off of his parent's estate to see Benjamin. The morning dew was cool on his feet, loose blades of grass stuck to him as he ran down to see his friend.

The wedding was in just a day away now, meaning Judas didn't have nearly as much time to see his friend as he would like. Benjamin was bright, almost as bright as himself, and perceptive, as well as a comfort and good confidant to Judas. At least, that's how he saw the man. His feelings were irrelevant, something to file away for another time. What mattered was what they were going to do about this whole thing.

He climbed up over the gate and through Benjamin's window, falling to the floor with a loud thump.

@MusicElle-is-here

Benjamin’s eyes fluttered open at the sound, startling him awake. He was a fairly light sleeper, so it didn’t take much to wake him up. “Judas?” he asked sleepily, rubbing at his eyes as he sat up. His hair was a mess from sleep and his cheek still had an imprint of his pillow on it. “What are you doing?”

He wasn’t exactly surprised to see Judas here, but he had been having a good dream. It didn’t take much for Benjamin to guess it was about the wedding, but what about it?

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"Standing up. Talking to you. Breathing. Walking over to you. Is that sufficient?" he asked, sitting down on the side of the man's bed. He was aware of how light a sleeper Benjamin was, but fortunately his parents were quite the opposite. "How are you?" a good conversation starter for someone socially inept as he. It took the focus off of himself, onto his conversational partner, and ultimately saved him quite a bit of trouble.

@MusicElle-is-here

“I’m doing fine,” Benjamin responded, running a hand through his hair. He cast a small smile at Judas, glad to see him in spite of his sleepiness. “How are you holding up with the whole wedding thing?” he asked carefully, knowing it wasn’t exactly Judas’s favorite conversation topic. Benjamin couldn’t imagine having to deal with what Judas had to from his family, but he’d try to help however he could.

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"Oh, I'm positively dreadful." he dramatically fainted back onto the cushions, right up next to Benjamin. "But really, I don't care. Once our families pass on their inheritance to us, which I'm certain they will, we can go freely and live as we please. Just say your wife died or something, nobody needs to know it's me." he grinned, shuffling up towards Benjamin for warmth in the Autumn chill.

@MusicElle-is-here

Benjamin blushed slightly as Judas got closer. Even though they'd always been close, he found that recently he'd been feeling differently towards his friend, and he didn't know what to do about it. So he'd been hiding it, because he absolutely could not tell Judas, at least not right now, and maybe not ever. He blinked, trying to get himself back to normal. He pretended to sniffle dramatically, going along with Judas's suggestion. "My wife caught ill and died shortly ever, I don't know how I'll ever go on," he recited, then grinned as well. "How's that? Then we can go on adventures together or something! How exciting would that be?"

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"Join the Exalted Military, the exploration branch, go and see the world." he smiled. Benjamin was simply the best friend he could have, possibly the only one in his life that truly understood him. Someone like him. "That would be amazing."