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(oh I’m sorry about that! It’s just been a while since we’ve visited this RP. I can find a way to work in the other parts if you’d like? I just want to start putting more into RPs I do.)
(oh I’m sorry about that! It’s just been a while since we’ve visited this RP. I can find a way to work in the other parts if you’d like? I just want to start putting more into RPs I do.)
(Its fine. If you want we can do more role plays together! I do love your writing! <3)
(Anyway, ill let you write up your reply lol)
(awww such a sweetheart! Thank you! I’d love to do more RPs with you! ❤️
lol sorry I’m stalling. I’m doing Chem hw and this at the same time and it’s hurting my brain)
(That’s totally fine! Take as much time as you need! I’m not pressuring you to reply or anything either. <3)
What she loved most about being underwater, is the fact that she couldn’t feel her own tears. They blended in with the rest of the salt water.
Swimming up to the shallower water, shoulder deep as she sat down, she sighed to herself
She wanted someone to be there. Someone to cry and talk to. To lean on and hold her. She only knew of one person that could be there. Though he wouldn’t do any of those things.
“Just please come here” she says hoping Zack would hear. He was her guardian demon after all.
Surely…..surely he would care. He had been with her for all of her life. Watching her grow up into the person she is now. Surely he would care
Zack was just about to flop down in his exasperation with being stuck home, when he heard the faintest of whispers in his ears. He heard the rush of waves and the breathing of the ocean, meaning that his Human was somewhere in her favorite place. He got insight from where he was because she had called for him.
So he picked himself back up particularly reluctantly, but when he moved outside, he inhaled deeply with a prickly sense of satisfaction as the perfect beach air washed over him. He wasn’t able to admire the air for very long, for he had a job to do. His thick, velvety black wings emerged from his back, his main mode of transport. Unlike normal Demonic wings, his was an Angelic type, with heavy feathers that seemed to quiver in anticipation for his flight.
Taking off he did, and soon he was down at the beach, where he could anticipate his Human to be. Basically flying was the only thing Zack was good for, excluding killing and getting rid of the evidence, and definitely excluding eating. Eating a lot.
“You called?” He drawled slowly as he landed in the sand, not following her into the water.
Her hair floated in the water around her, picking her head up, she didnt look behind her.
She knew his voice apart from anyone she’s ever met. She knew it was him.
Sighing, she looked up to the sky.
“Can you…. can you at least act like you care for me right now? Please? Just…. act like you don’t hate me and that….. maybe” her sweet voice faded, choking back tears. “Maybe you want to be here. If….not thats fine. You can leave me here. Go back to hell or wherever you want to go. I give you full permission. If you don’t want to be here with me to care about me, then leave. Do whatever you want to go.” She says calmly.
No hostility whatsoever. Her hair sticking to the sides of her freckled rosy cheeks.
(So how the whole demon gaurdian and angel thing works is with permission, they can do whatever they want to do. They have to do what their human tells them to unless it includes killing or anything like that, thats why all of them are angels. They wont do that cuz it goes against God and stuff. Anyway, Demons have to do what their humans stay moral of the story lol)
(Also, sorry that this is kind of short)
(yeah makes sense!! hey np)
She didn’t get a response from him at first, just the soft swishing of his wings, and the occasional shiver from them in their desire to fly now that he was given permission.
Zack threw his head back and sat on the seashore, letting the water wash over his bare legs (he was wearing shorts).
“I didn’t spend so much time with you to be dismissed like a dog,” Zack finally responded, shaking his long hair back out of his face. “And I also didn’t devote so much time to you to be shaken off as not giving a shit about you. I care a lot about you. I know you better than anyone, considering I’ve been with you since your childhood.” He leaned back on an arm to watch her avoid his gaze. “I’m not going anywhere.”
“Then act like it. All you do is slump around and get fat off of the food that i bring you every day after every single day for the past year. I give you full permission to come with me, almost everywhere i go. And you don’t act like you care at all” she says blinking away the tears rolling down her cheeks.
“Why don’t you act like you care? If you do so much so?…. i just don’t get it.”
Picking up a seashell and rolling the whitewashed tube in between her cold fingers, setting it back into the water, letting it be swept away by the current, sending a cold shiver down her spine.
“I think you should try calming down first, Adrielle. You don’t ever give me things to do. If you had things for me to do outside of your house I’d do them. But you always just leave and never tell me where you’re going because you want privacy, and I get that. It’s not my job to ask questions.” Zack glanced down at a little crab scuttling along, thinking it was safe. With reflexes as fast as lightening, he snatched it up curiously, and watched it snap its claws in an attempt to struggle from his strong hold. He sniffed it with an air of intensified curiosity. It also sort of stung that she called him fat, considering she herself brought him the food to keep him “at bay” or whatever. Of course he always threatened he’d kill her, but he wasn’t some kind of psychopath. She always took him as someone— or thing— that didn’t have emotions or thoughts other than his quiet, carefully set expression.
She was getting even more mad than she was before, but just like she always did, she never showed it.
“Like i said before, i give you full permission to come with me, or do whatever you want. As usual. I never told you that you had to stay anywhere or do anything. You’re so free, but you just decide to stay right there and do nothing with your life. You don’t even care for me. You have no idea how many dangerous situations I’ve been in and you never came. Why, maybe you were asleep or too busy doing absolutely nothing and enjoying your care free life. And if you don’t enjoy it, thats not on me. But I’m sorry you’ve gotten assigned to me. Go live with someone as crazy and insane as you are. But I don’t want you here if you’re not going to be a proper guardian. Though thats what you were sent down here to do wasnt it?” She mumbles the last second, tightening her first around the handful of sand underwater.
‘why hasn’t he left yet?’
Zack threw his hair behind his head, looking up into the sky and falling into a silence. She was just being herself after things like this, lashing out at him and threatening him and telling him to leave her. Telling him she could survive without him and would be fine without him.
Of course, he could easily say he could find some other Human to assist, who would do the protection of him properly. She was aware of Angels around them (hopefully), and his reasoning as to why he can’t follow her everywhere. He would much prefer to do that, but he’d also prefer her to use him as a last resort or a thing who can get things done around the house.
He said nothing, per usual, just sighing softly.
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