forum gay(?) fuck buddies who fall for each other (O/O)

Started December 30, 2018 by @SaltyLasagna

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"Yeah, but I live in a one room apartment alone with my two cats, and the paint is peeling off the walls. It's not exactly something I'm proud to show people I bring home," he said.

M shrugged, looking at Mika again. “You’re welcome to stay here any time. I need someone to look after the place.”

He considered it for a moment, tapping his fingers on the counter. "I definitely wouldn't mind that. This place is fucking awesome."

M grinned a bit. “I’ll pay you and stuff. You can bring your cats here and let them eat all the food I keep buying.”

"That sounds amazing, but… I'm not sure I'm the kind of person you'd want in your house." That probably wasn't the smartest thing to say, since it made him sound like he could be a serial killer or something, but Mika had no other way of warning him that he was a gay man who was wanting to jump on M's dick more and more as the alcohol started to take full effect, and he wasn't sure M would want to keep him around if he knew that.

(Just out there, lmao)

M had to stop himself from grinning and blushing at the other’s thoughts. He hadn’t had someone feel that way for him in a while.
“I’m sure it’ll be fine. You seem like you need the extra money.”

(sorry I had no other ideas so I just went with that lol)

"Yeah, I know, but… I'm like, really gay." Mika wasn't sure how else to word that. He frowned, not knowing if what he said didn't make any sense.

(Imean blunt, why not?)

M shrugged putting on a “who cares” face. “And I’m pansexual. What’s wrong with that?”

(¯_(ツ)_/¯)

"No, I mean I'm gay for you. Like right now, I'm just really-" he stopped himself before he could keep going, and took a step back once his brain processed how much of an idiot he was being. "Actually, right now, I should probably stop talking. And I should definitely stay away from the vodka."

M cupped his (own) face in his hands, raising his eyebrows. “Gay for me?” He asked, as if he definitely didn’t know about it. “Really what?” He asked, seemingly very interested in what else he wanted to say.

"Are you making fun of me?" Mika asked, frowning. "Could you tell this whole time? Was I really that obvious?"

“No! I’m not making fun of you,” M assured, raising his hands. “I couldn’t tell at all. It’s not obvious, and I’m very honored that you told me.”

"You could tell that I had exactly two cats at home, but you couldn't tell I was attracted to you?" he asked, raising a brow. "I don't believe that for a second."

M leaned back in his chair, scooping his feet under his bum. He shrugged, sticking out his tongue.
“Anyway, I don’t really mind it. Were you planning to follow it up with something?”

Mika put his head in his hands, sighing. "No, I wasn't planning on saying what I did in the first place." He then paused, removing his hands for a moment to look over at M. "Why, did you want me to follow it up with something?"

M shifted carefully on his feet, humming softly under his breath. “That is for me to know and not you.” He grinned up at the other.

Mika groaned, feeling embarrassed. "That's not fair," he complained. "Now I feel like even more of an idiot."

M ruffled up his hair, frowning slightly in thought. “Well… I am not sure what to say. I wouldn’t be apposed to sleeping with you,” He said softly, shrugging as he told him his thoughts.

Mika raised his eyebrows. He hadn't expected M to say that. "I wouldn't be either, but… there's a difference between not minding something and actually wanting to do it."

M chewed on his tongue for a moment in thought. “That is what I meant, right?” He tilted his head, looking confused. “You must have taken it the wrong way.”

(adjkfnhkdsjfg okay hold on my brain is refusing to put these words together properly
I stg I'm dyslexic or some shit I hate when this happens)