forum Gay fluff (1/1 oh this is closed. Stalk if you want :)

Started December 30, 2018 by @basil_

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(Nooo what’s going on? You can tell me.)

(..no it’s fine..you have your own things to worry about..you don’t have to pretend to care..)

(I have to go anyway)

(But I do care! What’s going on?)

(Nothing.)

(Something is going on. What?)

(No)

(Probably not but oh well)

(….)

(Aandddd that’s the end of that conversation. I am not mad but just a tiny bit annoyed that this has been a thing for ten pages with no role playing.)

(oh right im sorry)

(It’s fine)

(Hmmm oka so falling out of a tree got it)

(Yeah, sounds good)

(I…)

(Okay…first of all I’m sorry.)

(Hm? Why?)

(Secondly, since New Years I’ve been a complete mess. Things with my parents aren’t good. I’ve been distant with Sam and all the rest of my friends. I have mental breakdowns almost every night. I’m tired constantly and stay up late just thinking about how to die without hurting the people around me. I’ve been such a bitch to you these past couple days and I know you’re going through shit with your dad and I’m sorry I’m so sorry. I want to help but I don’t know how and everything seems just out of my reach including you and I love you and I’m so stupid for pushing you away I’m so fucking stupid I’m sorry I’m sorry)

(Oh Clauida… please, take a deep breath and hold it for a couple seconds. Exhale slowly when you need to. Please listen to me. You will absolutely be missed if something happens to you. It’s perfectly normal to get distant when you’ve gone through a bad experience, there’s no reason to apologize for it. I urge you to go reconnect with Sam and your friends. Nothing’s out of your reach. You are incredible and talented and I love you very much.)