forum Even Serial Killer Get Lonely (o/o Open)

Started May 05, 2019 by @ElderGod-yellowqueen

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"I might have a few connections here and there." He muttered softly with a knowing smile "I fully intend to start and finish whatever this is." He challenged back with a tilt of his head

Ethan smiled. "I lied. My intentions aren't so good." He leaned down and captured Raz's lips with his.

He gasped, trying to back away but was trapped by the headboard and Ethan. An involuntary groan escaped him as he gave in to his desires, wrapping his arms around Ethan's neck. He finally managed to pull away a few inches "Don't do this…"

Ethan pulled his head away and stroked his cheek gently. "I won't. I will never force you into anything. Just this, if you'll let me." He murmured.

He shook his head "That's not what I meant, but yes that too. Don't play with my feelings. I'm not going to be here today and not tomorrow. I might as well leave now if you're not even going to remember my name tomorrow morning." He watched him carefully, ready to leave if Ethan made any unwanted move, headache or not.

Ethan sighed and traced his jawbone with the tip of his finger. "I have taken countless lovers to bed but I remember them all. None deserved to just be a notch in my belt. No one deserves that sort of disrespect. If you let me have you, I will always remember you. How can I not?"

He stared at him skeptically "always remember me?"he Shook his head and laughed "you talk as if this will last a couple nights and that's it. You'll move on eventually so why try at all." He made a move to get up, trying to nudge Ethan off of him

Ethan relented and moved to the side. He rested his head in his palm, watching Raz. "And what do you want hm? A relationship?" He was curious to know.

"have you ever wanted someone so much that you see no one else? You love that person to the fullest even when you think you can't anymore? Someone to protect, to call your own? I hope to be that person one day to someone." He sat at the edge of the bed and glared at the floor, feeling pathetic. Why couldn't he just be happy for a few hours with Ethan then move on? "If your just going to play around with me and my feeling until your tired then I want no part in your little game. You talk about not treating people with disrespect, yet Everytime you sleep with one of them you cause more harm than good."

Ethan sat up as well, watching him. "Im not playing a game. Every person I've ever slept with knew what they were getting into with me. It was mutually agreed upon with both of us that it would never be anything more than that night. I have never done anything that someone didn't want." At least when it came to his lovers that was. Now hos secret night job, that was another story. "No one I have been with has sought a relationship with me. At least not a permanent one. But if that is what you want from me I am willing to try." He spoke truthfully. He had never been in a relationship, hadn't thought about it. He had no desire to be in one before.

He glanced over his shoulder at him "Like you, I don't want to make you do anything you don't want to. If you want I can leave right now and both of us can forget meeting each other." It wasn't his best idea and he'd rather not have that happen since he really like Ethan but if thats what it came to he would accept it. "I'm willing to try."

"I don't want you to go." Ethan said quietly. He had never wanted anyone stay as much as he wanted Raz to stay in that moment. "I wamt you stay, if that's what you want."

He nodded "very much." He sat back in the bed and tilted his head to look at Ethan., Taking in his features

Ethan let out a breath of relief. He reached out to carress his face. "You're very handsome." He saod softly.

He nudged into his hand and smiled softly "I could say the same about you. But I'm a writer so that's not very creative."

Ethan scoffed. "A wroter is very creative, don't think otherwise." He kissed his forehead, his lips lingering.

"aw thank you." He reached up and kissed Ethan's jawlined, teeth lightly scraping his stubble

(Btw I'm on my phone which is why I can't seem to spell anything lol)
Ethan's eye fluttered shut at the sensation. He tilted into him. "Don't stop."

(it's fine don't worry about it)
He smiled lightly and continued to kiss his jaw, moving slightly down to kiss his neck

Ethan tilted his head to give him better access. He sighed in content. His hands splayed against Raz's back.

Raz shifted comfortably against Ethan's form, continuing to kiss him. He glanced up and laughed gently "you alright there?"

Ethan opened his eyes and looked down at him. "Yeah, im doing just fine." He grinned and kissed him.

He laughed again, raising one hand to rest on the side of Ethan's cheek while the other rested on his chest. He couldn't help but melt into Ethan, wanting nothing more than to be closer to him

Ethan shifted so Raz lay completely on top of him. He held him close to him as he kissed Raz deeply.

He let out a squeak of a surprise but the noise was lost against their lips. His hand that was resting on his chest moved along the curve of his body to stop at his abdomen