Name: Xander Iljomen (ILL-hoe-men)
Age: Looks to be 19 but is wayyyyy older
Race: Human
Gender: Intersex (she/they pronouns)
Sexuality: Aroace
Personality: Their personality is literally the textbook definition of mentally and emotionally broken. Any attempt at processing what's happened to them leaves them blank eyed and stone faced. Any attempt to heal from it never works becaus ethey can't process what they're gone through. They trust nothing their senses tell them and they trust no person. Any thoughts they have are literally based off of thier survival instincts, like "Does the water smell strange? Does the food look tampered with? Is the tray concealing a tranquilizer that will stick me if I touch it?" They always keep a close eye on the time as well, to make sure that time isn't frozen or repeating, and have multiple different devices for time-telling. They tend to keep to the shadows around other people, trying to stay hidden, and when they can't avoid people they speak as little as possible and do everything they can to avoid physical contact. They check every possible place for hiding spots and possible places for magical recording devices. After they've determined there are no threats, their movements turn sluggish, as though they're trying to conserve their energy for any new things that pop up that pose a threat. They have trouble thinking for theirself sometimes and don't deal with other's emotions very well either. Whenever they have to talk to anybody, their answers are short, blunt and quick, and their tone is usually monotone. They hate any form of violence and despite their dislike of people will intervene quietly and stand between
Appearance: They are 5'4" and weigh 105 lbs. Their hair is short - cut choppily at their chin - and dirty blond. Their skin is a pale shade of cream. Their blue eyes look dark and dead. They are covered with faint scars and have two large scars between their shoulder blades. Multiple round scars around their mouth and eyes give evidence to having them be sewn shut at some point. There's also bright red, angry scars around their nack, wrists and ankles, presumably from unpadded manacles and chains. This is only part of the damage they've sustained though, as most of their injuries would reset due to them having been trapped in a time loop for a long time. (More on that later!) If you were to look through their hair, you'd find scars there too. Their style is clothing that's durable and easy to move around in, that will shift colors to match their surroundings to help them hide better when they want to hide.
Backstory: (Bare minimum version) Was mentally and emotionally manipulated as a child and didn't know. Watched as their sister and parents were torn apart. Accidentally looped time and had to watch this for years (read: about 5 decades of this), and tried to stop the outcome they knew would always remain the same, leading to their near-death many times before they gave up and sat there, listening to the screams. Finally broken out of this by a strange man who offered sanctuary, they immediately nodded because this man saved them. Turns out the man was a creep who loved little kids and would go on to sexually abuse them, having others - male and female alike - join in sometimes. Would also drug their food, water and stuff to make it easier and when they finally learned and stopped eating, chained them up and force-fed them. When they started screaming too much their mouth would be sown shut. They tore the stitches once but was beaten so badly they never did it again. After a while their eyes were sewn shut whenever they were being abused as well to "enhance the experience," in the creepy man's words. Eventually they accidentally used their powers (guess what those are XD [hint: has to do with time]) to send the man, their chains and everyone else in the room straight to hell. Later on they'd find their way out of the place they were being held and wander around for a few months before coming across a demon lurking in the forest - apparantly a guard dog of sorts for the man's estate - that nearly tears them in two, giving them the two scars in between their shoulder blades. They only survived because of an old witch who lived nearby who happened to stumble across them. This is the only person Xander would ever trust and when she died, she left them all alone. TL:DR? Emotionally & mentally abused child watches family die over and over again, gets saved by pedotor man, pedotor man pedos Xander a lot with other people, pedo man and others die, Xander nearly dies because demon, lives because kind old lady, then becomes lonely again.
Magic: Time Stopping, Looping and General Time Manipulation (uncontrolable, happens under extreme stress)
Weapons: None, does not like violence at all.
Theme Songs: TBD
