Can I?
There is something here I want to tell you
Though I know you wouldn’t want to hear it
There is nothing more from you I want to ask
Other than that we return to how we started
‘Cause I feel the road we trust begin to break
As our hands came loose, it’s more than I can take
And the songs I sang when we were innocent
I knew now I didn’t mean what the songs had meant
There is something else I want to tell you
Though I know the world wouldn’t give a fuck, nor two
Everything we built, when it did they break apart?
When did all our hopes began to grow so dark?
I don’t miss you just because you’re far away
Everything you are is something I can’t replace
Days and nights go by and still I’m up awake
Thinking about how I fucked the world and turned it upside down
The thoughts of you
They swirl round and round
And I don’t know for how much longer…
“Can I take the pain?”
As I hold up my hands,
Our dreams, they shatter like sand.
Anniversaries and wakeup calls
Just don’t matter at all.
All your love that I spilled
I have kept it in my heart and still…
“Can I take the pain?”
There is so much more I want to tell you
Some are tales I wrote just to tell to you too
But it seems that I finished them too late
Now my love is gone, and my heart’s a blank slate
Even if I tried to make it up again,
Deep inside I know I couldn’t take all your pain
Must you feel betrayed and lied to this way?
Everything we’ve done only to come to this day
The memories
We shared a fleeting dream
That’s all that we had thought about, it seems
But the present has no light left inside
And the past, it seems, left us with no life
Only dreams and hopes remain that we could try…
As you’re moving away, I’m still here and here to stay
Every distance you make, I will take, another step each day
‘Cause the home that we built, it is something that I can’t kill…
“If you feel hurt, can I please take the pain instead?!”
As I hold up my hands,
Our hopes, they shatter like sand
If this love was so true, if not to you,
To whom could I give this to?
I can’t find someone else
To replace someone like your true self…
For now, I guess I’ll wait patiently
For the answer I know won’t come easily.