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Started January 17, 2019 by @The-N-U-T-Cracker

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I don't want to fight them. I just don't want to fight anymore.

I know. But you have to try at least.

I won't. I just go though my day, uncaring anyway.

I can relate to that way too much… (Edit: I mean the feeling sorry for literally everything to the point where it defines my personality thing)

Midnight you need to fight the thoughts like those. They are not a good thing! Keep trying!

I can't anymore!

I'm sure you can! You are a unique, strong, heartfelt person and these thoughts are only temporary! You can do it!

Notebook is the only thing that helps them.

Then stay with us! We're here for you Midnight!

I know. Unfortunately the personification of all my metal illnesses and problems are too. I'll stay, because you gave me hope.

I'll continue to do so! And we'll all find it together, in each other! You, me, and anyone else!

You literally are hope, Shuri.

Thank you! You're my hope too!

What do you do when you're about to cry because of how much you miss the way things used to be, but there's no way to go back and every time you see your dad (who was a big part of it) you feel like you're hiding most of your true self and are all weird and you can't tell anyone because it sounds cheesy AF?

You endure until you find s permanent solution!

I'm now genuinely feeling very unsafe at my house.

Woah, why?

My mom is…Being judgy. Like really judgy.

And it makes you feel unsafe?

I understand that, Arron. Had the same problem with my dad.

Oh.

Yeah.

I wish I didn’t have to think about my issues becuase they make me sad and I feel better not thinking about them at all.

Oh. Yeah, big mood.

I wish I didn’t have to think about my issues becuase they make me sad and I feel better not thinking about them at all.

I'm sorry. We can talk about something happy instead.