On the subject, I'm in Berlin right now and the person I'm staying with lives in a notoriously gay neighbourhood, right?
There is literally pride everywhere you look. I'm not kidding. Flags, posters, clothes, tags, people… It's incredible. And it struck me today how utterly safe I feel here, cause 'safe' is the best word I could find. I was able to walk around downtown holding my bff's hand without having to worry it be interpreted the wrong way, and I just felt safe.
Anyway, bottom line, don't let anyone take that feeling away from you. It's an amazing feeling and every living thing (yes, even those asshole, as much as we may not like it) deserves whatever brings them that feeling of peace and safety; and I swear to you, if you find the strength to power through incidents like that, the times where you'll feel like I did will take so much precedence that the hate will feel like a speck of dust against a boulder.
there goes my sentimental side again
On the subject, I'm in Berlin right now and the person I'm staying with lives in a notoriously gay neighbourhood, right?
There is literally pride everywhere you look. I'm not kidding. Flags, posters, clothes, tags, people… It's incredible. And it struck me today how utterly safe I feel here, cause 'safe' is the best word I could find. I was able to walk around downtown holding my bff's hand without having to worry it be interpreted the wrong way, and I just felt safe.
Anyway, bottom line, don't let anyone take that feeling away from you. It's an amazing feeling and every living thing (yes, even those asshole, as much as we may not like it) deserves whatever brings them that feeling of peace and safety; and I swear to you, if you find the strength to power through incidents like that, the times where you'll feel like I did will take so much precedence that the hate will feel like a speck of dust against a boulder.
there goes my sentimental side again
I agree. Wholeheartedly I agree with you, Amber.
It's 3:30 in the afternoon here and there are people here. why are there people at Denny's at 3:30. It costs $50 to buy a parking pass at my high school. What if I couldn't afford that. It's not like I don't need a parking pass. I can't ride the fucking bus I go to a college in the mornings I need a fricking parking spot. Also my face and shoulder are burned really bad because I don't like sunscreen and I went to a water park yesterday. Moral of the story: don't go outside
It's bright and icky and covered with bugs and dirt
What is outside?
my compromised mind thought this was a reference
It's bright and icky and covered with bugs and dirt
Yeah… I'd rather stay inside in my blanket fort on my computer
I officially cannot find a single positive aspect of myself. I know there must be something good about me that’s stopped everyone from completely giving up all hope, but no matter how hard I search, I can’t find it…
Wait, I found a list of them
(Yep, I used a meme that’s as dead as my phone battery…)
I officially cannot find a single positive aspect of myself. I know there must be something good about me that’s stopped everyone from completely giving up all hope, but no matter how hard I search, I can’t find it…
Then lemme spell it out for you!
You're positive in the best way possible
You're a good artist and good with music
You're hecking adorable
You're a good friend, to me and others
You have nice hair
You're very thoughtful
You are hilarious sometimes
You're fun
You're dedicated
You're soooo pure and wholesome
Yes to all those and definitely purely objectively, you're adorable
I hate spiders. I really freaking hate spiders.
It’s three AM, I just woke up from not one, but two different spider-related nightmares, and now I can’t sleep. My entire body is itchy, I can barely move, and I’m on the verge of extreme panic… over a non-existent spider.
…I really really freaking hate them with every fiber of my being
aldjfalkdfjalskdfjaldksfj mood
yo hey yall so
i was wearing a bunch of pride shit at the library today and these two dudes called me the f-slur and thats been replaying in my head all day and now im thinking not great things
oh honey i'm so sorry :(
I'd say something, but yk and sparky and pickles already said it perfectly
i'm feeling a lot of bad things rn but they're pushed deep down and on the very surface i'm feeling good bc i'm listening to serpentwithfeet but eventually the Bad is gna start to make itself known and rn i'm feelin ok but i can also feel some kind of vague hysteria coming on so that's not excellent
Sameeee except I'm listening to the music in SweetFrog and popping the strawberry poppers in my mouth
i've tried to do some introspection and put what i'm feeling into a mental version of a facial expression but all i can sense is one of those grins that looks more like you're baring your teeth than smiling and it's. unsettling and i feel vaguely unhinged uhhh
I think mine is more like…. A smile that reaches your eyes but if you really look, you see that the person's going to collapse in the next hour
mine has the eyes too wide and i don't like it
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