forum The tired, gay, sad, and confused chat
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Right now I'm feeling cheerfully morbid and extremely sad
Yay, extreme mood shifts.

@HighPockets group

Sometimes I just like….can't make myself get up in the morning. No matter how hard I try nothing works. And today was like really really bad, and my dad tried to ask me like why I couldn't get up and I tried telling him it was anxiety and he was like 'just try to get up, you'll feel better' which never works for me and then my mom got involved and started yelling at me and said she was gonna switch me to online schooling (which she's threatened many times but never has) and that would mean that I wouldn't see any of my irl friends anymore and so I panicked and started crying and I made the mistake of yelling that I'd 'rather die than do online school, and maybe I would' which I meant in like a 'my personality will disappear and I'll be even more depressed' but my dad thought I meant I was going to attempt suicide and so he tried to talk to me again and I explained that I wasn't going to commit suicide I just wish that I could die/never have been born in the first place and he was like 'your life isn't that bad though' and I know I sound petty and there's people on here who have legit issues going on like Lex but I just feel so apathetic like I'm not gonna run into traffic but if a truck was coming I'm not sure I'd move out of the way.

Deleted user

Let me give you my cheer up talk, or what Lex calls it, the few hours where I make a lot of bee puns and political jokes.

@HighPockets group

Also finals are coming up and I still have to make up a ton of assignments so yay.
And I have my first Forensics competition on Thursday.
In my old hometown.