forum The Miracle family!!

Started January 21, 2019 by Deleted user

tune

England, the United Kingdom

oh that's an oof

Indeed. My college is about an hour train journey from where I actually live as well

wow i ride the bus that long

That's unfortunate. Well, come June next year I will have finished college and I am not looking forward to it

Why not?

Because when I finish college I'm moving out. I'm not going to University or anything, but I'm getting a place with my boyfriend and I'm nervous

oh

Heyyyyy

I hope everything works out for you Lee

I'd just like to express my thoughts on something I noticed yesterday morning:
No one calls me Emily.
When someone in my family wants my attention, they just talk and hope that I'm listening (which of course I always am but that is besides the point)
At work, when someone wants my attention, they look at me, tap my shoulder, or use my last name. They even use my last name when talking about me to other members of staff.
My boyfriend calls me 'Em', but it doesn't really count.
It has gotten to the point that whenever someone asks what my name is, saying 'Emily' doesn't feel right. It sounds so strange saying my name and I don't know if that's good or bad.

I call you Emily sometimes

We rarely talk because 1) your internet is shite, 2) there is a significant time difference, 3) I'm always working, and 4) tbh I think your boyfriend is more important than me ^-^
And notice the 'sometimes'. When we do talk you call me Emily, when we talk on here you call me Lee.
All I'm saying is that my real name is used so infrequently that it sounds weird whenever anyone, including myself, says it

yeah i used to go by my middle name or any nickname i could cause i hate my first name

My friends call me hopscotch and Sebastian's friends call him Cobalt..

why hopscotch

It's the third day of school and so far,,,, im not loving it

11 days here

aft!!!!!!!!

i have like three friends in all and it feels like as soon as I get a little bit of stability, it gets taken away and I absolutely despise it. i know that's just life but it's still. it took me almost two years to find a new group of friends i was comfortable around and they were okay with me being stupid me but now we've,,, dispersed and just. im lonely again

ravens!!!
now that schools started (and as soon as i get my chromebook) i'll be a ton more active again. notebook was like the only place i could breathe during school so

i have like three friends in all and it feels like as soon as I get a little bit of stability, it gets taken away and I absolutely despise it. i know that's just life but it's still. it took me almost two years to find a new group of friends i was comfortable around and they were okay with me being stupid me but now we've,,, dispersed and just. im lonely again

my life in one paragraph. I have separation anxiety.

:D

oh no, i'm sorry about your friends :(
but i'm happy you'll be on more often! i've missed you <3

aw thanks! I really did miss y'all too!

<3 <3