forum The Miracle family!!

Started January 21, 2019 by Deleted user

tune

hey if anyone here is bored and or depressed go look up Bored and Depressed it has no caps though

oh no, lee, i'm so sorry :(

Overthinking because I have already failed 2 of the 4 exams I have for it. Overthinking because I'm letting not only myself and my tutor down, but also my parents. Overthinking because I didn't intend to do the course in the first place but in order to not look like a complete failure to my family I did it anyway because I had no other choice at that point.
I now have to choose whether or not I am going to continue with the course or whether I am I going to drop it. Dropping it would seem like the better option because I'm clearly not good at it and I'm losing interest in it, yet from doing half of the course I have learned so much about the world we live in that so many others do not know. At the end of the day, do I want to come away from college with a Level 3 Diploma and 2 other qualifications, or 2 and a half grades? I don't really know if I'm honest, but taking a step back to relax isn't going to help because I go back to college in less than a month and I need to make the decision now.

Hey calm down we all have anxiety and can make ourselves scared of the most simple things trust me i've been there. just breathe using 4,7,8 breathing and look at all you need then asses the matters with a stable head and calm thoughts Lee

You sound like my counselor before he realised that shit doesn't work for me

it didn't huh well it should have. strange. have you tried the breathing part

Yes, breathing techniques don't help me.

i don't know how to help you darling, i'm sorry :(

Would you like me to try and help with it Lee?

i don't know how to help you darling, i'm sorry :(

It's alright, don't be sorry

Would you like me to try and help with it Lee?

I mean you can try, but you know me ^-^

I'll take that chance Lee

i wish i could help you but i guess you're on a whole other level of needing help most of my stuff is for anxiety heh

Well I've just finished an 8 week course supposed to help with my anxiety, however none of it actually made any difference because after the very first session I was showing no signs apparent of anxiety and I have acute amnesia when it comes to situations that make me anxious (I know it's happened but I don't remember how, why, or what I felt).
A lot of my worrying stems off from my depression, which is affected by my insomnia, which is affected by my depression. It's a vicious circle.
I've been told there is a chemical imbalance - which any idiot who studies biology would know - however my mother doesn't want me on any form of medication as it didn't work for her so she reckons it won't work for me. Anyway, enough about me for the next few days. I'm going to be at work again from tomorrow morning until Sunday night, just letting you all know.

Aw Lee

shrugs Well you know, a girl's gotta do what a guy's gotta do. It's part of being an adult

Hey i know the whole guardian not wanting you on meds thing and i have ADHD so i relate Lee

Well….my life is shit….again….

PMs?
What's up Max?

Yeah PMs would be preferable…

OK

Want me to start it….?

We already have one max

Oh yeah lol

I'm home from work!
I may have stayed over at someone's house last night just so I wasn't in the house by myself since my family decided to bugger off to the North until tonight. And oh my GODS it was the best sleepover ever! (Although we were both rudely awoken at 4AM by our alarm for work cries)
Anyways, how have you guys been??

ooh, fun!!

I've been good (i also had a sleepover with friends! on friday tho)
now i'm writing a short story i have to finish today for my friend's birthday tomorrow

Aw that's lit Lee