forum Tell me about your day!!!

Started October 25, 2018 by @Shuri-the-Floof-Doggo

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That is weird.

Then I hear final footsteps passing by the living room and enter the bedroom. I get out and look at the balcony for no apparent reason because I was really freaked out and anxious for no reason while the rest of the house was sound asleep. And that was all, I just needed to say that for no reason

Ok.

Phew

Feel better?

yup

Good.

I woke up at 12 and had to clean for two hours right after I got up, my family had pancakes for breakfast and didn’t save any for me, I just kinda wanted to carve pumpkins but my mom was in a bad mood and told me we’d do it later, then I spent about 3 hours on my pumpkin and it turned out horribly and I don’t even know, it was not a great day and I have school tomorrow so yippee

I'm sorry it turned out that way… I hope tomorrow is better.

Yeah, hopefully

Here is the thing: I HAVE A CRUSH ON MY FRIEND AND THEY KNOW, BUT IT PROBABLY WON’T WORK OUT BC I CAN’T LEGITIMATELY SEE HIM HAVING ROMATIC INTREST IN ME, BUT I WROTE HIM A LETTER AND I DON’T KNOW IT I WANNA GIVE IT TO HOM OR NOT BC I DON’T THINK IT WILL DAMAGE OUT FRIENDSHIP, BUT WHAT IF IT DID?! I WANT HIM TO COME TO MY BIRTHDAY PARTY MOSTLY BC I LIKE HIM AND I WANNA SEE HIM SKATE BC I’M HOPING HE’S ADORABLY BAD AT IT, SO ALSO WHY I’M SCARED TO ADDRESS THE SITUATION. honestly, I like him so much, I don’t know if it’s just bc of my age, but I think maybe I’m in love????? I don’t really know bc idk what love is supposed to be like, I can’t tell if this is it or not. That being said, I care about him a lot. I want him to be happy, and if it’s not with me, then so be it. I just want to get this over with so that I can either get over it and move on as friends or whatever. he’s so intelligent and practical, yet still real and human. (Although his sister says he’s kinda grouchy like an old man, and I see it but i’m not really bothered by it) And i’m irrational, impulsive, loud, and awkward at times. I mean, i’m In no way subtle; he figured out on his own that I had a crush on him, and I was tying so hard to keep it a secret. Actually, being around him has made me want to be a better person, but also really work at it. So i’m trying really hard, here.

Anyway, that’s what’s up with me. Any tips would be welcome. Thanks for reading this far. ❤️ Hope you have a beautiful day.

Lats night, I held ACTUAL HANDS with my crush.

ACTUAL HANDS.

It was Mennonite square dancing at my church (we're not mennonite btw)
And all of the boys hand to hold hands with the girls
And all of them wore gloves or had their sweatshirt sleeves pulled up.
Except my crush.

OMGOMGOMGOMGOMG

I was so happy.
It made up for a boring evening :)

@overdonesomethingsomethingblahblahblahwhatever

Considering that I've never had a boyfriend, or been brave enough to have a co-ed birthday party…

I can't help ya.

But good luck!

Lats night, I held ACTUAL HANDS with my crush.

ACTUAL HANDS.

It was Mennonite square dancing at my church (we're not mennonite btw)
And all of the boys hand to hold hands with the girls
And all of them wore gloves or had their sweatshirt sleeves pulled up.
Except my crush.

OMGOMGOMGOMGOMG

I was so happy.
It made up for a boring evening :)

AWESOME! I'M SO HAPPY FOR YOU!!!

He's also my cousin's cousin, so I see him at bday parties and its awkward…

He's chill though :)

Here is the thing: I HAVE A CRUSH ON MY FRIEND AND THEY KNOW, BUT IT PROBABLY WON’T WORK OUT BC I CAN’T LEGITIMATELY SEE HIM HAVING ROMATIC INTREST IN ME, BUT I WROTE HIM A LETTER AND I DON’T KNOW IT I WANNA GIVE IT TO HOM OR NOT BC I DON’T THINK IT WILL DAMAGE OUT FRIENDSHIP, BUT WHAT IF IT DID?! I WANT HIM TO COME TO MY BIRTHDAY PARTY MOSTLY BC I LIKE HIM AND I WANNA SEE HIM SKATE BC I’M HOPING HE’S ADORABLY BAD AT IT, SO ALSO WHY I’M SCARED TO ADDRESS THE SITUATION. honestly, I like him so much, I don’t know if it’s just bc of my age, but I think maybe I’m in love????? I don’t really know bc idk what love is supposed to be like, I can’t tell if this is it or not. That being said, I care about him a lot. I want him to be happy, and if it’s not with me, then so be it. I just want to get this over with so that I can either get over it and move on as friends or whatever. he’s so intelligent and practical, yet still real and human. (Although his sister says he’s kinda grouchy like an old man, and I see it but i’m not really bothered by it) And i’m irrational, impulsive, loud, and awkward at times. I mean, i’m In no way subtle; he figured out on his own that I had a crush on him, and I was tying so hard to keep it a secret. Actually, being around him has made me want to be a better person, but also really work at it. So i’m trying really hard, here.

Anyway, that’s what’s up with me. Any tips would be welcome. Thanks for reading this far. ❤️ Hope you have a beautiful day.

How old are you? (To gain info on the relationship biz.)

Here is the thing: I HAVE A CRUSH ON MY FRIEND AND THEY KNOW, BUT IT PROBABLY WON’T WORK OUT BC I CAN’T LEGITIMATELY SEE HIM HAVING ROMATIC INTREST IN ME, BUT I WROTE HIM A LETTER AND I DON’T KNOW IT I WANNA GIVE IT TO HOM OR NOT BC I DON’T THINK IT WILL DAMAGE OUT FRIENDSHIP, BUT WHAT IF IT DID?! I WANT HIM TO COME TO MY BIRTHDAY PARTY MOSTLY BC I LIKE HIM AND I WANNA SEE HIM SKATE BC I’M HOPING HE’S ADORABLY BAD AT IT, SO ALSO WHY I’M SCARED TO ADDRESS THE SITUATION. honestly, I like him so much, I don’t know if it’s just bc of my age, but I think maybe I’m in love????? I don’t really know bc idk what love is supposed to be like, I can’t tell if this is it or not. That being said, I care about him a lot. I want him to be happy, and if it’s not with me, then so be it. I just want to get this over with so that I can either get over it and move on as friends or whatever. he’s so intelligent and practical, yet still real and human. (Although his sister says he’s kinda grouchy like an old man, and I see it but i’m not really bothered by it) And i’m irrational, impulsive, loud, and awkward at times. I mean, i’m In no way subtle; he figured out on his own that I had a crush on him, and I was tying so hard to keep it a secret. Actually, being around him has made me want to be a better person, but also really work at it. So i’m trying really hard, here.

Anyway, that’s what’s up with me. Any tips would be welcome. Thanks for reading this far. ❤️ Hope you have a beautiful day.

How old are you? (To gain info on the relationship biz.)

I’m 15, but this is all over and we aren’t speaking anymore. But thanks for caring❤️❤️❤️

Lol that stuff sucks.

Oh yeah big time. I confessed, and we were fine. Then I got mad because I didn’t feel like he was listening to me when I was trying to communicate my feelings (about feeling generally excluded and how I don’t like it). And I said ‘as someone who cares very deeply about you,” blah blah blah and he pulled me aside at lunch the next day and told me to leave him alone. I think he misunderstood what I meant by that. I care about all my friends, and like 90% of the population of the world because I want the best for people. It just makes sense to me, but I guess he thought that I thought we were besties now, and I definitely didn’t. So. Idk. And I think i’m Just gonna sit with friends we have in common and if he gets mad I’ll just tell him that I can sit with whomever I want he can’t control that.

Cool.

And if they are all mad at me now, I’ll just explain myself and then I’ll just get myself better friends. I have, at most, 70 years left on this Earth, and there is so much I want to do during this time that I don’t have time for negativity every day.

That's right!

Yay. I’m not a bad person, I know that for a fact because I work really hard to be good to people and to constantly try to better myself and look at things as a learning experience, and I will not let them demonize me because this guy misunderstood what I meant, and just kicked me out, which is really more of a testament to him than it is to me, so.

Yay. I’m not a bad person, I know that for a fact because I work really hard to be good to people and to constantly try to better myself and look at things as a learning experience, and I will not let them demonize me because this guy misunderstood what I meant, and just kicked me out, which is really more of a testament to him than it is to me, so.

I love how positive and confident you are!

Yay. I’m not a bad person, I know that for a fact because I work really hard to be good to people and to constantly try to better myself and look at things as a learning experience, and I will not let them demonize me because this guy misunderstood what I meant, and just kicked me out, which is really more of a testament to him than it is to me, so.

I love how positive and confident you are!

Thank you! I speant like 7 years hating myself so much it made me sick thinking about it. But then I realized that I had to give myself more credit because I am not ugly, like I thought, I am not bad, like I thought. I try really, really hard to do the right thing. I make mistakes, but that’s because I am human and a I am not perfect. Sometimes these mistakes are worse than others. But I have to keep moving forward and learning and trying. I am the only one who can truly make me happy. If I want to be happy, I can’t wait for someone to come around and fix it for me. I try to keep a positive mind, and be honest to myself and others. Because I am amazing, and I deserve happiness. No one can dull my sparkle unless I let them, and I don’t let them.