I know you know what I think
People don't care
but if they did they would stay
I know I get attached to people way too easily
then I get torn when they have to leave
its a cycle of heartbreak I go through
and the only thing that changes is the people
the only way I can find peace is to look back
the memories keep from feeling dead
and reminded me of when I felt alive
~ya im sad
Watch me take my time
One step closer to my goal
And I see you
Miles away
Taking hundreds of steps
Just for my one
I can't do anything
Nobody can
I learn faster than others
Yet you much faster than me
How can I achieve
When I see you do better?
It's a never-ending cycle
Of you succeeding
And of me…
I'm left behind.
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I see you
So far from me
I want to go back
To help you be set free
But I am forever away from you
I cannot go back
I cannot stop
I cannot help
I see you cry your tears
Of envy, of hate
Especially of sadness
You cannot see it
But I cry, too
You are forever away from me
And I can't do anything
The only thing I can do
Is move
And leave you behind.
"If you reach for the stars, you will see darkness. But if you reach for the sun, you'll see the light."
"If you reach for the stars, you will see darkness. But if you reach for the sun, you'll see the light."
"There is no sun, stars, or moon here. only darkness with nothing to show me im doing right"~me
Blue and Gray
A memory I keep,
A tragedy I speak,
A story I wish was true
A romance was a dream,
But a nightmare it seems
To be
That tone of yours
Still ring inside my head
How come I could never
Get it out when I’m in bed?
It haunts, it hurts,
I wish you just came back…
…
But no, you’re gone for good
But I will live on,
Carry this burden on my back,
You’ll never see my cries,
Through all of my fake smiles
The pain may kill me
But it’ll just kill me inside
‘Cause I always remember
The answer’s never suicide…
Mirror, Mirror
Mirror Mirror that stands before me
What do you see
Monster Monster is what I see
A thing of nightmares is reflected
Why Why do you see me like this
My past is behind me
Reflection Reflection is what I offer
And I have reflected who you are
Wrong wrong I think mirror
I have done nothing wrong
Blood Blood on your hands
Murdered hundreds you have
Please Please don't remind me
I want to not think of that
Death Death you have caused
You cannot hide what you have done
Monster Monster is what I am
No longer can I contain it
Mirror, Mirror
Mirror Mirror that stands before me
What do you seeMonster Monster is what I see
A thing of nightmares is reflectedWhy Why do you see me like this
My past is behind meReflection Reflection is what I offer
And I have reflected who you areWrong wrong I think mirror
I have done nothing wrongBlood Blood on your hands
Murdered hundreds you havePlease Please don't remind me
I want to not think of thatDeath Death you have caused
You cannot hide what you have doneMonster Monster is what I am
No longer can I contain it
i love this, i wrote something like this last year but it was kind of weird ill post it on here if i can find it!
(i don't know what this is so sorry???)
Without the burn of distaste, one cannot feel the much-welcome chill of beauty. To be beautiful is to freeze, to freeze is to die, to die is to change, to change is to burn.
(i don't know what this is so sorry???)
Without the burn of distaste, one cannot feel the much-welcome chill of beauty. To be beautiful is to freeze, to freeze is to die, to die is to change, to change is to burn.
I have the IQ of an 8-year-old so I don't really understand this but I kind of love it, something about it kindof speakes to me.
(I made a poem specifically for a character of mine. Thought that it might be worth sharing but I don’t really know)
Whitest Day (14th March)
[Character : Matthew Syrain]
To a particular angel up in the highest of heavens.
The white roses you planted with me on that day are now blooming as beautifully as you who planted them.
I would’ve invited you to come and see them. But unfortunately I cannot do that.
So I pulled them out. One by one. To form a bouquet, one that you would like.
To return to the place where I last saw you.
To place them beside the stone representation of you.
Perhaps then, you would be able to see them.
Both the flowers and the love I have for you.
To another angel who I wish would’ve stayed with me until I became gray and old.
I am sorry that I could not protect you.
I am sorry that I did not fulfill the role as a great father.
I am sorry… that I could not let my grief go anywhere else but lurk deep inside my soul.
I am sorry… to have left you alone…
But I just want you to know.
That if you are hearing this cry from your broken father. Remember that you are the greatest gift ‘Nature’ gave to me.
Thank you for staying with me… even if it was such a short time.
To the last angel who I failed to protect.
You were my friend. My rival. My sister….
Yet, I hesitated to save you.
I am sorry. I really am.
I am sorry that I’ve never paid attention to us and that I didn’t see that the relationship we had was unravelling. Until one day, it came loose.
I let you go.
I knew too late that it was a bad idea.
You were taken by your greatest creation…
And you smiled at the end of it all.
To say I respect you must be an understatement… you earned my greatest of gratitudes, and my greatest of apologies
To the three people who gave me hope.
Who gave me the courage to move on and do… something with my life.
Who gave me nothing but the prettiest of words and the greatest of favors.
Who loved me so unconditionally and yet I couldn’t feel it until it was too late.
Thank you.
I wonder what it would be like.
To be in Heaven.
I am not sure if Heaven had the item you three love or not, so I bought them.
The white chocolate bars are in front of the stone pedestals you all reside within.
If you could hear me, please take the gift.
I could not give you anything more than blessings and gifts. So please, if you could hear me, know that as long as ‘Nature’ is still growing, as long as my breathing remains, I will not allow anyone stain our everlasting honor.
Not anymore.
“The true competitor, though, are the ones"
(Tom Brady)
Source: https://quotessearchengine.com/tom-brady-quotes/