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@IcarusFightsTheSun book
Who u standing under the mistletoe with 👀 👀 👀
Any lucky celeb that just so happened to be there?
(also very good poem, many claps and fairy bread for you)
btw, what qualifies as celebrity crushes?
Who u standing under the mistletoe with 👀 👀 👀
Any lucky celeb that just so happened to be there?
(also very good poem, many claps and fairy bread for you)
btw, what qualifies as celebrity crushes?
Who u standing under the mistletoe with 👀 👀 👀
Any lucky celeb that just so happened to be there?
(also very good poem, many claps and fairy bread for you)btw, what qualifies as celebrity crushes?
A celeb u think is hot
HOW DID MY POEM SPACE TURN INTO THIS GRAHHHH /lh
Don't question it
The worst feeling
The worst feeling isn't
When you lose
A bracelet
Or a necklace
The worst feeling isn't
When you cry yourself to sleep
Because you
Had a fight
The worst feeling isn't
Watching your dog
Close his eyes
And take his last
Deep
Breath.
The worst feeling isn't
When you sit alone
In the dark
Or in the blinding light
With tears running down your cheeks
And blood running down your arm
The worst feeling isn't
When you are forced
To relive
That night
That day
In those clothes
Because you can't tell your mom.
The worst feeling isn't
The faking
The hiding
The crying
The hatred
The worst feeling is
When you say you want them
To leave
So they do
But all you really want
Is for people
To
Stop
Leaving
(damn bro that one made me cry lowkey. I relate to hard)
(Tyy I'm very edgy lol)
TW//ed//
Puke is hot
I feel it
Excess dripping off
Pounds and pounds
Down to skin
My ribs hurt
My thighs hurt
My chest aces
With each breath
Death draws closer
Dance becomes irrelevant
10 years lost
one life gone
Weight and puke
Eat and purge
120 to 90
In 2 months flat
I'm sick
I'm dying
But I'm skinny
I'm thin
I'm every girls dream
Stick thin
In a coffin.
(Just gonna say alot of my stuff for this will be some form of triggering soooo yea)
Him<3
I'm so in love
In love with him
I'm so happy to see him
I'm in love
Head over heels
He's just so perfect
He's perfect
All the time
So perfect
Perfect.
Perfect.
Perfect.
All the time.
Long days after
I want to write my poems
I want to get my feelings out
The guilt
And the grief
Balled up in my uterus
Like a baby of
Being fucked up
In the head
The emotions are black
Like venomous goop
Thick
Chunky
Slimy
I wish to figure out what causes them
I wish to get the emotions out.
It's not till
Several
Horrible
Gross
Long
Days
After
That I can begin
To look them
In the face
(clover its past 3am, go to bed)
(also, relatable poem)
(I did go to bed thank you very much.)
Numbness.
"I want this
I deserve this
I like this"
I say to him,
Like it's a bad poem,
When he tries to get me
To eat.
The numbness feels so good.
Pain
Pain
Pain
Then numb.
It's like death.
Nothingness
Truly neutral.
I tell him
That it feels good
Good.
Perfect.
It's what I want.
Numbness.
Death.
I want to be Nothing.
I want the woods to consume me
I want the woods to
Devour my body
Through mushrooms and moss
I want to become a decaying mess.
Than maybe
I finally
Won't
need
Numbness
Hate.
I hate myself
I hate how I cry too much.
I hate how I'm too happy.
I hate my hair.
I hate how I'm not that pretty.
I hate my style.
I hate how I care too much.
I hate how I try too much.
I hate how I feel too much.
I hate how much empathy I have.
And I hate how I'm just THERE.
But I hate when I'm not myself.
I hate when I don't cry.
I hate when I'm not happy enough.
I hate when I cut my hair.
I hate when I wear makeup.
I hate when I dress up.
I hate when I don't care at all.
I hate when I don't try at all.
I hate when I don't feel at all.
I hate when I'm not empathetic.
And I hate when in not THERE.
I hate how I can't make myself happy.
I hate myself.
Who u standing under the mistletoe with 👀 👀 👀
Any lucky celeb that just so happened to be there?
(also very good poem, many claps and fairy bread for you)
💕 ✨ Josh Hutcherson ✨ 💕
Who u standing under the mistletoe with 👀 👀 👀
Any lucky celeb that just so happened to be there?
(also very good poem, many claps and fairy bread for you)💕 ✨ Josh Hutcherson ✨ 💕
🎶 cAn yOu bLoW mA wHiStLe bEbE wHiStLe bEbE 🎶
Who u standing under the mistletoe with 👀 👀 👀
Any lucky celeb that just so happened to be there?
(also very good poem, many claps and fairy bread for you)💕 ✨ Josh Hutcherson ✨ 💕
🎶 cAn yOu bLoW mA wHiStLe bEbE wHiStLe bEbE 🎶
Your my friend now. We are friends.
Who u standing under the mistletoe with 👀 👀 👀
Any lucky celeb that just so happened to be there?
(also very good poem, many claps and fairy bread for you)💕 ✨ Josh Hutcherson ✨ 💕
🎶 cAn yOu bLoW mA wHiStLe bEbE wHiStLe bEbE 🎶
Your my friend now. We are friends.
yay :D
Who u standing under the mistletoe with 👀 👀 👀
Any lucky celeb that just so happened to be there?
(also very good poem, many claps and fairy bread for you)💕 ✨ Josh Hutcherson ✨ 💕
🎶 cAn yOu bLoW mA wHiStLe bEbE wHiStLe bEbE 🎶
I'd blow his whistle
I MEAN WHAT.
Who u standing under the mistletoe with 👀 👀 👀
Any lucky celeb that just so happened to be there?
(also very good poem, many claps and fairy bread for you)💕 ✨ Josh Hutcherson ✨ 💕
🎶 cAn yOu bLoW mA wHiStLe bEbE wHiStLe bEbE 🎶
I'd blow his whistleI MEAN WHAT.
unpopular opinion
Josh Hutcherson is mid
IM SORRY
Who u standing under the mistletoe with 👀 👀 👀
Any lucky celeb that just so happened to be there?
(also very good poem, many claps and fairy bread for you)💕 ✨ Josh Hutcherson ✨ 💕
🎶 cAn yOu bLoW mA wHiStLe bEbE wHiStLe bEbE 🎶
I'd blow his whistleI MEAN WHAT.
unpopular opinion
Josh Hutcherson is mid
IM SORRY
idc I think he's so hot
Who u standing under the mistletoe with 👀 👀 👀
Any lucky celeb that just so happened to be there?
(also very good poem, many claps and fairy bread for you)💕 ✨ Josh Hutcherson ✨ 💕
🎶 cAn yOu bLoW mA wHiStLe bEbE wHiStLe bEbE 🎶
I'd blow his whistleI MEAN WHAT.
unpopular opinion
Josh Hutcherson is mid
IM SORRY
idc I think he's so hot
lmao
Who u standing under the mistletoe with 👀 👀 👀
Any lucky celeb that just so happened to be there?
(also very good poem, many claps and fairy bread for you)💕 ✨ Josh Hutcherson ✨ 💕
🎶 cAn yOu bLoW mA wHiStLe bEbE wHiStLe bEbE 🎶
I'd blow his whistleI MEAN WHAT.
You are so real for that
Who u standing under the mistletoe with 👀 👀 👀
Any lucky celeb that just so happened to be there?
(also very good poem, many claps and fairy bread for you)💕 ✨ Josh Hutcherson ✨ 💕
🎶 cAn yOu bLoW mA wHiStLe bEbE wHiStLe bEbE 🎶
I'd blow his whistleI MEAN WHAT.
You are so real for that
Ik bbg
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