forum Just...*everything*
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@bubblegum

For instance:
-I'm dating a wonderful and amazing girl named Mia but my anxiety and doubt is making me second-guess the entire thing despite constant reassurements from her. I also feel like I'm being annoying.
-It's finals week…I have a social studies project where we design a country, for one. One member of my group is making the others annoyed and they're not exactly filtering themselves and I don't know how to tell them kindly to stop. I also have a physics final and science and a paper roller coaster project…this one sexist guy in my group won't. shut. up. And I have a math final which I lost my textbook to study for.
-I hate and fear my parents with the hate and fear of a thousand cosmoses. They are always either screaming at me or ignoring me and there's no in between. I don't exactly enjoy it.
-I feel like I'm eating too much junk and basically not feeling acceptable enough. Like, I don't get cold easily so I wore overalls today (it was kinda cold) and when we had a fire drill outside a lot of people were talking about me and how I should also shave my legs and I'm like stooooooooooooooooooop
-I have, like, zero food for lunch. My dad barely puts anything in and I don't have school lunch money to buy anything else, so I basically rely on my friends for food or snacks throughout the school day.
-I basically feel like I'm letting everyone down
-I have this constant, constant urge to do everything - like, have experience in everything. I want to do search-and-rescue while also being a theatre performer, I want to be a paramedic who also costume designs and songwrites, I want to be a teacher who does Indy racing.

Despite all this, I'm getting along just fine, actually.

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I feel you Loops.. maybe not in all the same ways, but I get the pressure in so many different ways..

@bubblegum

Thank you honestly
I don't really feel that special at school or at home because you know, no one tells me that ever, except Mia, she tells me I'm amazing a lot but I don't really feel like one so thank you

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You are amazing!! And seriously, you're not alone with the pressure bit!!

Deleted user

oh my god thank ya'll
idk if it makes it better or worse if i tell you this but I'm
like
12

Yeah, you've got it better handled than me, (Is around 3ish yrs older)

@ElderGodSwimwithGamers group

oh my god thank ya'll
idk if it makes it better or worse if i tell you this but I'm
like
12

I'm a pile of emotions and whatnot, and I'm about 4 years older than you. Accept it, you have superpowers besides the electricity, Electroloops

@bubblegum

lol okay I guess
I like to listen to really pumped boss songs and strut down the school halls and get things done y'know like I may be small but I'm gonna get into the air force faster than your six foot son will ever get into college karen

@Relsey

Listen… You. Got. This. WHen life gets you down you know what you gotta do…
JUST KEEP SWIMMING
And Loops You are doing a great job at swimming you're out there doing the 500 Fly Like.A.Boss.

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yeyeyeye honestly this site is a gift from god

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@Relsey

I mean you could be doing fly in a very shallow small pool… is that how thalassaphobia works, sorry I'm not trying to be insensitive just trying to be informed

@bubblegum

no it's a fear of deep water, so basically if it could potentially cover my face or a majority of my body I say no. it also just makes me anxious whenever i'm near even tiny bodies of water like pools