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I want to be rude about something very controversial but people are going to think it's about someone

and it isn't

@HighPockets group

I want to be rude about something very controversial but people are going to think it's about someone

and it isn't

Since you clarified that it isn't, people shouldn't think that.

Deleted user

Alright.
Don't @ me.
And no, this isn't about a person.
I hate transtrenders that come out as trans and are perfectly accepted, then make a point of identifying as something while still looking like their birth gender, if that makes sense.
Like, if I came out as a trans guy but still wore feminizing makeup and clothing, and stuff like that.
There's a lot of them out there.
And I hate it.

@The-Magician group

You.
Yes, you.
Honestly? Fuck off.
Fuck off and die somewhere.
You always just have to be the best, always have to have everything perfect and the way you want it.
You always have to have everyone’s approval, have them nipping at your ankles like fucking dogs.
You portray yourself as someone who can be liked, who can be trusted. You change little aspects about yourself in order to please people and get them on your side.
Others admire you for the things you do, yet you don’t give credit to the ones who helped you start what people look to you for.
You think you’re so special, when you’re not, you’re just like every other ordinary person on this planet who will never make a name for themselves and die without having made a difference to the world.
I hate you.
I hate you with a burning passion.
Why don’t people come to me about things? Why don’t people like me?
I’m tired of being someone who I’m not and then when my true colours start to show everyone ends up hating me again.
Everyone always ends up hating me and I’m so fucking tired of it.
Yes, I’m hotheaded, and yes I have unpopular opinions. Yes I’m different, I collect things that could be seen as abnormal. I study plants and rocks, I study crystals and gemstones, and why that one tree hasn’t lost a single leaf in 6 years no matter the weather..
No one comes to me about things like that.. and why would they? I’m a freak.
I have a steampunk monkey on my alter, and an empty bullet casing from when I broke into military property.. no one thinks things like that are cool, and they think I’m weird because I do.
I just want people to like me.. is that too much to ask for?
And now, here I am crying, because I can’t take the pain anymore.
I’m better off gone, no one needs me here anyway.
But that’s just it, I’ve tried to die. I’ve tried so many times but it DOESN’T FUCKING WORK!!! They pumped the bleach back out of my body, they hid my scissors, and WHY DID THAT PHONE CALL STOP ME FROM STEPPING OUT IN FRONT OF THAT TRAIN?!?!
I just want to die… please…

Deleted user

Hey, I feel that big time.
I'm in the same boat.
But we need you here.

@The-Magician group

No you don’t.
If none of you had even met me then your life wouldn’t be any more different to what it’s like now.
I’m just an another unnecessary piece

@Pickles group

No you don’t.
If none of you had even met me then your life wouldn’t be any more different to what it’s like now.

You have no way of knowing that

I’m just an another unnecessary piece

Well fine, if you're gonna think that way, we're all unnecessary pieces so really you aren't special
no offense

@HighPockets group

Idk man, I think that the steampunk monkey and empty bullet casing sound pretty fucking badass and cool.
I've got a lead bullet that I got from a fair, so maybe it's just that.

@The-N-U-T-Cracker

if it makes things any better, i definitely wouldn’t be quite the same if it weren’t for you-
you’re one of the people i always saw as cool, even back when i first joined, and it was the cool beans like you that motivated me to change.

I like you, friend.
you’re awesome.

…i really enjoy our stupid late-night conversations on the discord-
it’s not often that I can spend hours just laughing at bad writing with a friend while simultaneously cutting out their eyes to put on a cartoon bee
like that’s an experience most people will never get the chance to have
…i know that’s kind of a weird thing to bring up out of nowhere, but that and it’s absurdity-
that’s going to be something i’ll never forget

and it’s just those kinds of small things that make y’all so special to me
I McFecking love you
Notebook was possibly one of the best things to ever happen to me and i’ll always cherish the memories from here-

@The-Magician group

I really enjoy our late-night convos too Ella, it’s not every day you listen to someone chuckling down the phone to you because they’re cutting out your eyes and saving them for Derp purposes 😅
And Jyn…

@HighPockets group

I love it.
Reminds me of the hat I almost bought, but it was sold out so I bought a steampunk plague mask instead.
Which was a bad idea since I can't wear it due to my glasses, and I don't have contacts.