yeah
also
now I'm just on a ranting roll I'm sorry
they were like "we didn't decide on the open relationship. you decided that"
like no honey u agreed to it. that was in the terms and conditions. it was the ONE term and condition, repeated multiple times. you read the terms and conditions and agreed.
they were also like, verbatim, "you're the one who's been emotionally manipulating me this whole time."
and I'm like,,,,,,,,,, definitely not on purpose?
they're referring to me giving them false hope (which I don't think I did, I was always very upfront and clear with my feelings. You know me pretty well, so like,,, that's in character for me), and how I talked about my feelings for Caeden with them when I THOUGHT (because they told me) they were over me, and I wanted to talk about my crush with my friend! I had no emotional obligation to them.
you were upfront with them!! first thing you said!
literally they deluded themselves and heard what they wanted to hear
THANK YOU
like,,,, do I have ANY obligation to them whatsoever?
That's awful, Kat! I'm so sorry you had to deal with that :(
like,,,, do I have ANY obligation to them whatsoever?
nope, period
@DoctorOfTheDead what did your username used to be?
also hi lol
like,,,, do I have ANY obligation to them whatsoever?
nope, period
like
I told them I was gonna distance myself for a few days
I don't have to go back and tell them I'm never coming back
right?
i ghosted this one guy who was CRAZY
that's a story for another day
but i didn't even tell him I was cutting him off, i just did
so…you telling him at all is super nice of you imo
ah that's jyn
hi sweetie
i ghosted this one guy who was CRAZY
that's a story for another day
but i didn't even tell him I was cutting him off, i just did
so…you telling him at all is super nice of you imo
dude I've had so many crazy people in my life
so sick of it
now all I want is to settle down with a nice boy
preferably caeden eyes emoji
(just realized i used the wrong pronoun bc i was using male pronouns for the crazy dude i was talking too oops)
caeden sounds dreamy
tell us about him!!!
i want a nice boy too man, i've had such bad luck
deep inhale. big smile.
OKAY
LET'S GO
Caeden is just an absolute sweetheart. He cooks (really well), has a great sense of humor, has an obsession with bikes (he's building his own), and he's just a really passionate person. He's super understanding, and has struggled with depression and anxiety so he gets it. He's a neuroscience major. When I was going through withdrawals from a mood stabilizer for my bipolar disorder (which I just now realize you might not know about. hi. I got diagnosed in october with bpd II and ocpd), he would stay up late and talk to me. We've had middle of the night phone calls when one of us is having a hard time. He's been with me every step of this crazy last few days. The past two nights I've almost fallen asleep on the phone with him.
I gave him a plant bc I was leaving UT and needed someone to take care of it. And he just repotted it, he's taking such good care of it and loves it and calls it "buddy."
Also he's cute and a good kisser and gives FANTASTIC HUGS and I can't wait to see him again when I get back to Utah.
ah that's jyn
hi sweetie
Yep, it's me! Hi!
How are you???
Pretty good! I just signed up for an acting camp I love (it's usually out-of-state but not this year due to the quarantine). I've been reading and writing more too, which has been nice, and I'm halfway done with my Destination Imagination team's submissions for this year.
How are you?
That's so fun!
Uh
better after ranting
That's good, ranting really does help sometimes.
but also v lonely
oh my god
he's so cute
where can i find one????
i need a boy who can cook
oh my god
he's so cute
where can i find one????
i need a boy who can cook
come to byu we have a lot of boys who can cook at least passingly
but also
for our last date, we did homemade pizza and it was the best
yesterday he texted me "once you're back I'm making deep dish"
like IDK if he's aware but pizza is absolutely my favorite food and the way to my heart is through pizza
wow
all the boys at my school either 1. dont like Black girls or 2. are jerks OR 3. idk how to talk to boys hehe