forum Anyone else here with anxiety, depression, agitation, etc on here too?
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UUh the bastard that was stalking my bf that i was talking about on the last page got electrocuted or something XD

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It is! plus he looks hella cute and thats helping with my mood

aubbs c

okay so does anyone have emotional abusive parents? My parents recently just got divorced and whenever im at my mom's house i am pretty sure she mentally abuses me but I don't know???

@Shuri-the-Floof-Doggo

Well, I’ve always had depression, but it got worse when my grandfather (who I was really close to) died of a rare diseases that eats of someone’s lungs, the a week after my dad almost died of a heart attack. Then two months later my sister boyfriend almost died from smoking “spice”, the my great uncle died. My grandmother has gotten worse health wise and has 9 diseases, and my mother is depressed. I have separation anxiety for my mother and brother, and when my mother cries I blame myself. My brother is always getting himself into danger by being a complete piece of crap and I have my friends situations crushing my back. It’s pretty hard for me to make friends on my own, and I only did once. I have many friends who are suicidal and most of the time they do this, my stupid guilt makes me feel even worse for being alive. Then I just have regular anxiety, I always feel like people are watching me when they are not, and I’m paranoid that someone’s going to kill my entire family and torture me in some random basement. And that’s basically it.

I'm sorry darling… But I commend your fortitude, grit and pride. You are a smart, strong, pious and beautiful person… And my heart bleeds for your situation… I'll be here for you to yell, cry and rant into if you need…

@Shuri-the-Floof-Doggo

okay so does anyone have emotional abusive parents? My parents recently just got divorced and whenever im at my mom's house i am pretty sure she mentally abuses me but I don't know???

Do you need someone to talk to? If do… Just PM me…

@Neon_Gravestones_Try_To_Call_For_My_Bones-(It's MK)

okay so does anyone have emotional abusive parents? My parents recently just got divorced and whenever im at my mom's house i am pretty sure she mentally abuses me but I don't know???

I think a lot of parents are emotionally abusive without meaning to be. My mom gets mad at me a lot and it makes me feel like shit and I know exactly what she's thinking just by the way she looks at me and for how long, so it stresses me out when someone looks at me for too long because I think they're mad at me when in all reality, they're not. I mean, if she folds laundry or puts away clean dishes a certain way or sets down a bag of groceries a little to hard, I know that she's mad and she's gonna take it out on me without realizing it. She doesn't mean to, but she does and it's the little things like that that give me anxiety when someone does the same thing but isn't actually mad. I'd talk to someone about it, even if it's just a friend. It helped me to tell my best friend, Isaac, about it because he tries really hard not to stress me out in that way now. Like, literally, he can tell when something reminds me of that because I kinda flinch and he immediately comes and hugs me and tells me it's nothing and that no one's mad at me and won't let me go until I'm breathing normally again and he is certain that I'm okay. So, yeah, I would tell at least a close friend…

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okay so does anyone have emotional abusive parents? My parents recently just got divorced and whenever im at my mom's house i am pretty sure she mentally abuses me but I don't know???

Yeah… i'd say im in that boat too… Im afraid to say it… because i love my mother… but she, and my siblings, are damaging me…

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When it's strangers, you can somewhat shake it off…. when its someone who you look up to…. it hurts…

@Neon_Gravestones_Try_To_Call_For_My_Bones-(It's MK)

When it's strangers, you can somewhat shake it off…. when its someone who you look up to…. it hurts…

Truth. It really hurts when it's your family who's saying all these things about you, even if they're just joking because it only reinforces what you tell yourself and they don't even realize how much it hurts you because you have to hide it from them, otherwise they'll either judge you and won't believe you, or they'll treat you like you're made of glass and could break at any second.

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When it's strangers, you can somewhat shake it off…. when its someone who you look up to…. it hurts…

Truth. It really hurts when it's your family who's saying all these things about you, even if they're just joking because it only reinforces what you tell yourself and they don't even realize how much it hurts you because you have to hide it from them, otherwise they'll either judge you and won't believe you, or they'll treat you like you're made of glass and could break at any second.

Yes… or they do all at once…

@basil_

When it's strangers, you can somewhat shake it off…. when its someone who you look up to…. it hurts…

because you know the one person who would always love you..doesn't.