forum Anyone else here with anxiety, depression, agitation, etc on here too?

Started May 10, 2018 by @Neon_Gravestones_Try_To_Call_For_My_Bones-(It's MK)

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lol I don't think I could afford meds
However I have music and I'm not afraid to use it

I have horrible depression, anxiety, etc, but none of my friends know. I keep all my feelings to myself because I don't really trust anyone. I've tried to talk to people in real life and it just backfires.

I have horrible depression, anxiety, etc, but none of my friends know. I keep all my feelings to myself because I don't really trust anyone. I've tried to talk to people in real life and it just backfires.

That is pretty much my life so far in 3 sentences

yeah same…

I've tried talking to family and they all say I'm fine. I've honestly just given up and little….

Whatever you do stay alive

Um…

I've tried talking to family and they all say I'm fine. I've honestly just given up and little….

That happened to me. Its either that or ‘stop being dramatic’. My parents seem to think that since I’m a teenager everything i say is either sassy, sarcastic, or overly dramatic, and its not; hardly ever is, in fact

I have horrible depression, anxiety, etc, but none of my friends know. I keep all my feelings to myself because I don't really trust anyone. I've tried to talk to people in real life and it just backfires.

Same, none of my friends know, only my parents, but that's because they saw my scars. I didn't want any of my friends to know, although some of them suspect it because of how often I wear long sleeves…

Um…

Sorry I get nervous when people say they've given up

Me too. But hey…at least I'm not as horrible as I was a few weeks ago.

It was pretty bad….

I've tried talking to family and they all say I'm fine. I've honestly just given up and little….

That happened to me. Its either that or ‘stop being dramatic’. My parents seem to think that since I’m a teenager everything i say is either sassy, sarcastic, or overly dramatic, and its not; hardly ever is, in fact

That's how my parents were at first. They just thought I wanted attention, but then they started talking to some of my friends and found out that I was being bullied and that I'd lost a lot of friends and that's when they realized that I wasn't just looking for attention.

I've given up in the aspect of getting people to understand, is what I meant

Oh okay
Me too

I've given up in the aspect of getting people to understand, is what I meant

I hate to say it but me too

But hey, we're all here right! That's what's important, we are important. I learned that the hard way

Do you guys ever get that feeling where you don't want to die, but you really want to just lay down, go to sleep, and never wake up again? Or that you just want to disappear until you're all better again, you know, that life can just pause while you take a mental health break and then you can hit resume when you're feeling better so that you don't miss anything and nobody thinks anything is wrong?

All the time

Do you guys ever get that feeling where you don't want to die, but you really want to just lay down, go to sleep, and never wake up again? Or that you just want to disappear until you're all better again, you know, that life can just pause while you take a mental health break and then you can hit resume when you're feeling better so that you don't miss anything and nobody thinks anything is wrong?

I got that a few weeks ago. It was horrible. I sat down in my bed and just sat there, for two days. No food or water. I ended up becoming more depressed and attempted suicide. Please. No.

I got really bad a few weeks ago

I got that a few weeks ago. It was horrible. I sat down in my bed and just sat there, for two days. No food or water. I ended up becoming more depressed and attempted suicide. Please. No.

I'm sorry, I just don't feel like going anywhere anymore or leaving my room right now. It'll get better again though, it always does right before I come crashing back down again…

It's just a soft subject for me I guess. It hurts me a lot, and I regret my decisions horribly……

You gotta go through the ruff parts before the smooth road. And while it's bad and you feel like quitting, just remember you gotta find out where your next smile is gonna come from.
Idk….

Okay so here goes my attempt at being motivational:

You matter. Your life matters. Don’t sit there thinking that you’re worthless, because you are not. You are worth something. You are worth a lot. I care, okay? I care about you guys, even if I don’t know your real names or who you are or what you’re like. I know that you each deserve happiness, and I know that you all will get there someday. And happiness might not be what you think. But someone cares, okay? Just so you know. \