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rantaro came rushing in " shuichi!" he yelped before seeing kokichi " hey.. hey calm down .."
rantaro came rushing in " shuichi!" he yelped before seeing kokichi " hey.. hey calm down .."
"He's just sleeping, Rantaro…! He'll be okay…!" That was all the truth, but most things weren't.. "Also, I am calm…! Why is that so hard for you guys to see…?!" He was so far into this lie that he hadn't even noticed that he was crying, close to sobbing..
rantaro pulled kokichi into his arms. " its okay now.." he said softly and ran his fingers through the others hair. he wiped the others tears
"I've been telling you it's okay….!" He sighed. "And what are you doing…?!" The other's actions confused him, as he still had yet to notice he had been crying for a couple of hours by then…
" your crying lov.." he said soflly.
"I am not…!" he still couldn't tell..
"yes you are." h said softly
"I am not, Rantaro…! I'm perfectly fine…!"
" no your not!" h said trying to bring him bacck.
"I'm okay…! Is there a reason, other than crying, that you're saying that…?!"
The combination of slight dehydration due to crying, the exhaustion from that in combination with not sleeping much, and the situation was causing his mental state to deteriorate…
" youve got bags under your eyes, your head is clearly hurting and paining you, "
"None of that is true, Rantaro…!" He kept the arguing up, but he was finally starting to return to reality, everything hitting him at once…
" see?" he said an ran his fingers through kokichis hair
He sighed as he held onto the other. "Ow.." He whined a bit as he finally felt the headache that had formed a while ago..
rantaro picked the other up " relax.'"
"I will… I'm sorry, Rantaro…." He sighed..
" thank you."
"I'm still sorry…" He sighed. "I got so lost in a lie that reality was gone…"
" i know, thats why im here," he said softly and ran his fingers through the others hair.
"I just want them to be okay… I shouldn't have done this to myself… Now you've got them to worry about and a somewhat broken boyfriend… I'll be okay… It's not important.."
" one. my boyfriend comes first. two, theyll be alright "
"Rantaro…I don't need you stressing over nothing.." He considered his needs nothing..
" your not nothin. your everything to me kokichi." he said, he gave the other a soft kiss " just let me treat you like it."
Kokichi continued to hold onto him. "I'm not sure why you keep insisting… I've done this to myself before… I've done it since high school…" He sighs. "I don't remember it being this bad, though…"
" trust me, i know you did, now i wanna break that habbit."
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