forum Saimota Rp with @brave_soldier

Started January 17, 2022 by @heeey-bitchhhhhhhhhhh

tune

Kokichi looked at him. "Of course you will…! I won't just let the world take you guys away…! I won't allow it, so it can't happen…!"

shuichi laughed, wincing harshly afterward

"Just…he can't die…! You can't die…! It's not gonna happen…!" His tone was still rather frantic, though he was convinced that he could determine the outcome, it being the only way he could handle it.. "Again…! It can't…! I won't allow it…!"

shuichi hesitated a moment before putting his forehead on the others. " everything will work out, ccalm down.."

"I am calm, Shuichi…!" It was a blatant lie, but that was nothing unusual coming from Kokichi.. "Why wouldn't I be…? I've already commanded the world to let you guys live..! I've got no reason not to be calm…!"

" your freaking out.. i can tell.." he said. he pulled the other closer, whimpering softly at the exertion on his body

"I am not freaking out…!" He meant to deny that in a much calmer tone than he had.. "Again, I've got no reason to freak out…! I know you guys will live…! I mean…I'm only in control here…!"

shuichi sighed and laid down. " dont lie to me." he said softly

"I'm not lying, Shuichi…!" He had convinced himself of his own lies, so he was telling the truth in his perspective…

shuichi pulled up the bankets. " want in on it? their warm,"

"Shu….I am perfectly fine…! Just know that you and Kaito will be fine…! Have to be…! I said so…!" It was the only thing on his mind, trying desperately to keep convincing himself of that..

shuchi shook his head, pulling kukichi in and under the bankets before nuzzling up to him " perfectly fine.. ya human heater.'

"Shuichi…I wouldn't lie to you like this…!" Now that statement was the truth, the extent of his lies being what he found truthful in his current state. "Just know that everything's okay…!"

" i know its going to be okay," he said and yawned.

"I knew you'd believe me…! I wasn't lying..! See…?!' His tone still remained frantic. He was trying desperately to calm himself, but that only resulted in the delusion having a better hold of him, the lie he told himself only growing more convincing as a way to ignore the reality of the situation..

" kokichi… fous on me, before you lose yourself like you used to.." he said and nuzzled the other

"Who said I was losing myself…? I'm still Kokichi Ouma, the Ultimate Supreme Leader, current ruler of this known universe…! Always have been.. Always have been…!" It was unclear how much worse this would get…

shuichi teared up. " just listen to me! please.." he said and held tightly to kokichi.

"I am listening to you…! Would I argue if I wasn't…?!" He noticed the tears in Shuichi's eyes. "I told you it'll be okay…! Why are you crying…?!"

" because im worried.. " he said and wipped his face " your yelling and my heads pounding.."

"I…I'm sorry…" He sighed and looked away. "I thought I had convinced you of the truth…! I guess not…! If you want to be left alone, that's fine…!"

(I'm an angst queen when emotional, huh?)

(ye.) " no, i just wanna b held.."

Kokichi held onto the other. "Well…I'm right here…! I just wish I could convince you of the truth…! I know I have a tendency to lie…but why would I here…?!" He had lowered his volume considerably, but the tone remained the same.. "You know it'll all be okay..! There's no need to worry..!"

shuichi nodded and slowly fell asleep

Kokichi silenced himself entirely when the other fell asleep. He eventually stood up and just began pacing the room, his thoughts only getting more intense now that there was no one to even attempt to bring him back into reality. All of this was an intense form of coping with his fears of losing those close to him.. He had convinced himself of a lie, the world in his view forming to fit that very lie, his view of reality beginning to slip away as a last resort, a final way of believing no one would die…

(Um…this is where I'm taking it apparently. If you wanna keep Shu asleep, just add Rantaro (first person I could think of, and I'm doing a Kokichi x Rantaro rp, so adding his boyfriend makes sense..))