forum Saimota Rp with @brave_soldier

Started January 17, 2022 by @heeey-bitchhhhhhhhhhh

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shuichi slowly fell back asleep.

Kaito sighed softly and held the other close, relieved to see him at peace once more, even if it was only because he was sleeping.. He spent the time in which the other was asleep thinking about things, working on ways to try and convince the other that things would be okay, but he didn't know if they would be. He eventually gave up, deciding that it was better to be honest in the end once the other woke up..

shuichi gripped a bit tighter to the other, whimpering in his sleep.

Kaito gently shook him awake, knowing something was wrong. After giving him a couple of minutes to wake up, he spoke. "You okay?"

" yeah.. just a bad dream.."

"I thought so. I'm not gonna press into it, but whatever it was, it was just a dream.."

" i know…"

"You…you sound kinda unsure about that…" He sighed. "It's none of my business to press into the matter, but…" He trailed off, unable to continue..

" its from some of the things ive seen.. it haunts me…"

"I guess you do deal with crime scenes all the time. It makes sense.. Now…how do I calm you down…?"

" it passes.." he said and nuzzled the other.

"Well, I've got you now, so it's okay.." He fell silent for a moment, trying to think about what to do, what to say. "If you're up to it, maybe we could do something to take your mind off of it?"

" if you want, but i wanna sty home.."

"I never said we had to leave the house, silly." He chuckled in an attempt to brighten the situation. "I was thinking more along the lines of just getting some snacks and playing a game or something."

" okay, what do you have in mind?" he asked

"We'll discuss it later. I'm gonna go get the snacks." He stood up, walking out of the room to head to the kitchen. Once alone, he sighed softly to himself. "I can't distract him forever..but I can't bring myself to worry him after what he's been through.." He remained in the hallway after, losing himself in his thoughts..

shuiki waited patiently "hmm.."

Kaito remained caught up in his thoughts for a while, only snapping back into reality by force, the thoughts fading away quickly as the exhaustion and subsequent weakness that had been building up caught up to him.. For the second time that day, the second time in mere hours, he ended uo collapsing.

shuichi heard the thump, running to help the other " kai!" he said worriedly.

In an attempt to not worry his boyfriend more than he already was, Kaito attempted to get back up, trying to play this off as nothing more than merely falling. "I'm okay, Shu… I just tripped, that's all.."

shuichi teared up " im sorry but i dont believe that.." he said and braced the other

"Of course you don't believe me…" He sighed as he looked away. "Fair, really.. I just don't want you to worry about me.."

" im going to worry, its natural."

"I can't argue with you there, but I don't want you overreacting to nothing.." He broke free of the other's embrace, only trying to prove something. "Let's just get the snacks and act like this never happened.." The attempt at a distraction was in vain, as he had to quickly lean against the wall to remain upright..

tears pricked in shuichis eyes when kaito did what he did " f..fine…" he would let kaitos pride go first, walking to the kitchen as his own pace. kaito wanted to prove something hed let him, after all, hed been this way since shuichi had known him.