@CWTurtleOfFreedom
//I’m dying Jay no
“Hey, hey, it’s going to be alright,” Cato said, desperately trying to soothe Jay. “It’s okay. You’re okay. We need you. You are worth so much to us, to Hogwarts. It’s okay.”
//I’m dying Jay no
“Hey, hey, it’s going to be alright,” Cato said, desperately trying to soothe Jay. “It’s okay. You’re okay. We need you. You are worth so much to us, to Hogwarts. It’s okay.”
(Corn: casually walks in Yo I got cand- pardon me what the actual fu-)
(I love it.)
//gorgeous
(I feel like this whole Jay thing is far fetched)
(Fun fact, Corn, Asteria, and… someone else said that I think)
//Cato :) or he’s at least thinking it cause a part of me is
(Wait wha we said what.)
(Well, I don't think he was diagnosed with anxiety or depression at age four. At that age you hardly even perceive the world properly, so being depressed and feeling hopeless with such a limited understanding of the universe is near impossible)
(Pardon me but what the actual fu-)
(No I'm talking about Jay reacting to this whole thing
it just seems far fetched to me)
(No I'm talking about Jay reacting to this whole thing
it just seems far fetched to me)
//I mean
If he’s been abused since forever
And it’s been drilled into his head since childhood
It’s not entirely unrealistic to have an extreme reaction
Just not totally
Um
How do I put this
It’s just quite extreme, yeah
Jay looked up at Cato, trying desperately to calm himself down. I can't breathe… Everything was rather foggy and he couldn't think straight, as he wasn't really getting enough oxygen. He felt very lightheaded and his vision was near useless to him at this point.
(Trust me, if you dad goes to prison and your best friend who is also your neighbor turns on you because her parents did and tell you it was your fault and ignores you for years, it would happen. I thought at four that I wasn't good enough for my dad, and that was why he was "making me better." But I'm getting better now that Mom Brooklynn married Mom Cadence. And my cousin is making progress with the voices in her head.)
“You can breathe,” Cato said, trying a different approach. “You’re alright. Everything is okay.”
(I get that
Just seems a bit
how do I say this
dramatic and romanticized)
(Trust me, if you dad goes to prison and your best friend who is also your neighbor turns on you because her parents did and tell you it was your fault and ignores you for years, it would happen. I thought at four that I wasn't good enough for my dad, and that was why he was "making me better." But I'm getting better now that Mom Brooklynn married Mom Cadence. And my cousin is making progress with the voices in her head.)
//um
Okay
That’s a bit
I’m just not gonna say anything
(It also didn't help that mom Brooklynn had Brother Tyler when I was four, and I thought my dad hated my so much he was replacing me. My family history is dark.)
(Trust me, if you dad goes to prison and your best friend who is also your neighbor turns on you because her parents did and tell you it was your fault and ignores you for years, it would happen. I thought at four that I wasn't good enough for my dad, and that was why he was "making me better." But I'm getting better now that Mom Brooklynn married Mom Cadence. And my cousin is making progress with the voices in her head.)
(You were 4 back then and you remembered???)
(My first memory is from when I was one and a half)
“Indeed.” Asteria said, since she had no idea how to help.
(My first memory is from when I was one and a half)
(Dude how.)
(I have a photographic memory.)
(idk I've always had good long term memory)
(I get that
Just seems a bit
how do I say this
dramatic and romanticized)
//I mean it is a fictional story
But I get where you’re coming from
Let’s just rp ok
PM me any large concerns if you really feel like something should change :)
I’m trying to be responsible
Sorry I don’t really know how… that’s kinda sad actually… oh well
(How can your neighbor ignore you 'for years' when you're literally only four. You wouldn't remember them, and if they're the same age they don't really know how to do that)
(idk I've always had good long term memory)
(^claps^)
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