forum The Depressed Ones // Bring your most depressed characters !

Started April 24, 2020 by @saor_illust school

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Yeah, really funny.

Looks around and looks down, at my clothes,
huh, not enough black,
puts black eyeshadow and eyliner on my face.
There!

While on a late night surf of the internet about a week later, the thought of the "Depressed Ones" chat suddenly popped into Ben's head again. Curiously, he went back to the forum and scrolled through the conversations. He hadn't missed much–it seemed as if the chat had died not long after his last post.

is anyone still even here lol

He sighed, blowing a strand of hair out of his face, and went back to Tumblr.

Ava got the notification in the middle of cleaning. She looked around to make sure no one was around before typing. I am she sent.

Melanie got the notification and was glad of the distraction–she wasn't in the brightest of moods that night. I'm here too, more or less.

Ben was surprised at the quickness of the responses.

soooo
how r u guys then?
its been some time
wanted to check up on u all ig

Doing fine, mostly, Melanie wrote. Just tired. And sort of frustrated by stuff rn. It's a long story.

Azami opened her laptop again.

woah, it's been a while
i've been way busy with training, sorry

Its been interesting. I can't say much I'm nervous for some stuff that might be coming up. she sent smiling slightly to herself.

Elara hadn't checked her email in forever. She wasn't surprised when she opened it for the first time in at least several years to see it was flooded with tons of emails. However, she was surprised to see that a majority of them had been 'reminders' that her account on that one forum site was still active, and she should log in and check it. Sighing, she did as all those emails asked, only to remember that group chat of sorts she'd been added to awhile back.

oh hey
sorry you guys
ive just been slowly deteriorating in health, i guess
death is coming closer, i guess haha
um… i guess ill just kind of be a lot spottier than usual
not like i was on a whole ton in the first place anyways
but yeah, just letting you guys know

Ben felt a knot in his stomach as he read Elara's message and he quickly typed up a reply.

hey u know u can always talk to us
esp me dude
just wanna make sure ur okay
all of u honestly
idk not to get sappy but
i kinda take comfort in this place
n hopefully i can help somebody else yk
just wanna let you guys know i'll listen to whatever
if u wanna talk, just talk
:)

Im here for you too Ava sent. i don't 100% trust This but it still whole thing though.

Agreed, Melanie typed out. I'll always listen if someone wants to talk. I admit I'm a bit….unsure about sharing my own stuff just yet, but that doesn't mean I won't be around.

you know, before i go
id like to feel like ive done some good in this world
maybe i could draw one of you guys?
or, you know, literally anything you want
anything to do

and thanks ben, appreciate it
honestly, if i were to just start talking
im afraid i wouldnt stop
it would most likely take me forever haha…

and hopefully i might be able to get one of my friends to let you all know when i do pass
sorry, didnt mean to turn this whole conversation dark so quickly

oops, i guess i was a bit late on posting that
but yeah, appreciate the thoughts you guys

Any time. So you like to draw? That's cool. I wouldn't mind if you wanted to draw me, personally. It sounds kind of fun :)

oh yeah, i love drawing
its literally about my only comfort now in this cruel, cruel world…
anyways yeah, if you could give me some specifics, or even a couple of reference images would be great
that'd be cool
i mean, if you're uncomfortable with sharing an image of you out in the public, id be happy to provide my email
honestly at this point sharing my email in the public isnt a big deal
its not like theres much more time left to worry about getting hacked or anything like that haha

I'll be honest with you, the only picture that exist of me is from my tenth birthday and it's sitting on my dad's desk–I'm not really that photogenic haha. I could try describing myself if that's okay? It's not like there's anything too special about my appearance

yeah yeah, anything works!

Elara pulled out her sketchbook, ready to lay down a rough outline.

The only picture that I have with only me in it is my wanted poster
And on my wanted poster, let me assure you, I do not look my best
you can barely see my face, there's too much blood

im sorry, what??
ive been gone too long
all i really remember is that somehow some of you are in my past
and others are far in the future
dont remember too much of the backstories themselves